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Chapters (64)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Epilogue
  64. Acknowledgements

Right now, Harri is not ultra-alert. There is too much on her plate. The Know has been demanding more and more of her. If anyone has made a mistake, she’s entirely prepared to put her hands up and say it’s probably her. Did she dream that Imogen filed copy? Has she got the day wrong? No, it’s definitely here, filed at 2.42 a.m. last night.

Now, it’s not beyond the realms of possibility that Imogen left the naked speed dating event at midnight and stayed up writing while the whole thing was fresh in her memory. But it seems unlikely.

Once Kim’s gone, Harri opens Imogen’s latest piece, and reads it again. Well, for the very first time, really. She realises that the sense didn’t sink in before, she was simply skimming for typos.

She’d hoped, so hard, that it couldn’t be true, but her heart is sinking. It’s fine. If it had come from a freelancer, she wouldn’t question a word of it. But she knows it doesn’t sound like Imogen. It sounds like a press release. Until the final paragraph.

Harri’s eyes alight on ‘Longing, dreaming, waiting, craving…connection and intimacy. I don’t know why I can’t wear my heart on my sleeve…’

How dare she? How fucking dare she? Rounding off a load of lies with talk of intimacy, of hearts. This is utterly unbelievable. Everyone betrays Harri. Everyone leaves her, or lets her down, and she thought her staff at least could show some fucking integrity…Harri is shaking, her joints are jerking, she can’t even plant the soles of her feet on the floor and steady herself. She’ll have to fire Imogen. At least that will save Harri from having to explain that Imogen won’t be in Vogue Italia after all. She has let The Girl down. What’s wrong with Imogen? The piece isn’t confident, or aspirational. It’s the work of a desperate, vulnerable, struggling woman. It reads like a cry for help.

Oh.

It is a cry for help, isn’t it?

Still vibrating, Harri removes herself from the office. She has failed her Girls. All of them. She simply had to keep a cool head, and a warm heart, and get to work. But she got it wrong. She got lost. The Know isn’t reflecting its readers. It’s becoming just another media monster.

If Mackenzie wants to destroy it, maybe Harri should stand back and let her. She is so, so tired.

She takes herself for a brisk cry in the furthest Pret she knows.

Chapter Forty-Five

Something Else Has Happened

Harri