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Chapters (64)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Epilogue
  64. Acknowledgements

Harri has fetishised the floral dresses, ever since she saw Alexandra Shulman wearing one to the Vogue anniversary party. Harri is usually careful with her clothes. She is a pragmatic dresser and her outfit choices are dictated by necessity before aesthetics. She is required to move through the world at twice the speed of everyone else. But when all of your dreams come true, you can justify a dream of a dress to match. The birds of paradise and hot house flower print make Harri yearn for the tropical, the botanical, a land of warm nights and soft breezes, free from all cares and MacBooks. Now, Harri wishes her warm thoughts would provide some actual heat. She feels shivery, exposed, angry with herself for every ‘right to bare arms’ pun she has ever let the subeditors sign off. The Regent Street Christmas decorations have just gone up. What was she thinking?

‘So we’re pleased to offer you an exciting new challenge,’ says Will, who is now staring at the table, not making eye contact.

Harri smiles. She has known Will for over ten years, and he has never become any more open, any less awkward. ‘Well, it’s not too new. I know Panache inside out. You’re in very good hands.’ She laughs, because she knows how to play the game, make nice. Come on, Will. Please wrap this up. Let me get back to my magazine.

‘Hnnnnnn,’ says Will, clasping his hands in front of him, like a little boy on a school trip, anxious about straying from the crocodile formation. ‘That’s the thing. We think you need a change. We’ve run the numbers and decided we want to go ahead with the new product idea. The online magazine, for younger women. Everyone was very impressed with the research you did last year. We want you to be at the helm of the new launch.’

‘Right. Right.’ Harri can feel the cogs and cells of her brain whirring, expanding, trying to absorb this information. ‘So—a lot of work. Exciting work! But how would that fit with my role at Panache? Because I have so many ideas and ongoing projects that I was working on with Rosa, and as an editor-in-chief I’d expect to—’

‘Harri,’ Will cuts her off, with something akin to tenderness. ‘You’re not the new editor-in-chief of Panache.’