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Chapters (64)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-One
  45. Chapter Forty-Two
  46. Chapter Forty-Three
  47. Chapter Forty-Four
  48. Chapter Forty-Five
  49. Chapter Forty-Six
  50. Chapter Forty-Seven
  51. Chapter Forty-Eight
  52. Chapter Forty-Nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-One
  55. Chapter Fifty-Two
  56. Chapter Fifty-Three
  57. Chapter Fifty-Four
  58. Chapter Fifty-Five
  59. Chapter Fifty-Six
  60. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  61. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  62. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  63. Epilogue
  64. Acknowledgements

There is no inflection at the end of the line, no space for Harri to say ‘I have been asked to launch and run a completely new title and leave everything—and everyone—I’ve worked for. That includes my legacy, and everything I’ve achieved during over a decade of my career. I feel betrayed and humiliated and unsupported. Frankly, Panache can do one.’ So she gets her tin whistle out again, sliding the notes out on a descending scale this time. ‘Hnnnnn.’

‘You can go,’ says Mackenzie, having given Harri two whole minutes of her time. Easing herself off the table, Harri gathers her sheaf of notes and plans, thousands of words carefully handwritten on narrow lined notepaper, neon pink Post-its waving with incongruous cheer. Sleepless nights and gallons of ink and pages of Harri’s best and most brilliant ideas. Mackenzie doesn’t even want to glance at the first month’s content plan. As sulkily as she dares, Harri shakes her books and papers, as if neatening the pile, when she really wants to smash it against Mackenzie’s expensive nose. The room is far too small to flounce out of, but Harri bashes her heels against the tiles anyway.

Harri is able to gain a tiny scrap of satisfaction from understanding the real reason that she was dismissed so rudely. It’s going to take Mackenzie at least twenty undignified minutes to wriggle out from behind the tiny table, and she does not want to concede any power to Harri by allowing her to bear witness to the indignity.

What just happened to me, in there? Harri is blinking, breathing through her mouth. She feels as though she’s been mugged. I’m a grown up, she thinks. I’ve negotiated seven-figure ad deals for this company. I’ve met Prince Charles. I’ve done a TED talk. I’m a homeowner. I carry an Hermès Constance.

Then, three words, before she’s able to stop them. I miss Andy.

If he were here, he would hold her, properly. He would pull her to his chest, and wrap his arms around her, and she’d feel safe enough to weep. He would soak up all of her tears, and rock her gently, and he wouldn’t need to say anything, but he’d say it anyway. That she was the best, and anyone who made her feel like less than the best would have to answer to him, and that no one would ever, ever be allowed to hurt his girl.

No one but Andy himself, apparently.