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Chapters (59)
  1. Bad Friends
  2. Copyright
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. AFTER: DECEMBER
  6. BEFORE: JUNE
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Chapter Forty-One
  48. Chapter Forty-Two
  49. Chapter Forty-Three
  50. Chapter Forty-Four
  51. Chapter Forty-Five
  52. Chapter Forty-Six
  53. Chapter Forty-Seven
  54. Chapter Forty-Eight
  55. A CONVERSATION WITH CLAIRE SEEBER
  56. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  57. About the Author
  58. By the same author:
  59. About the Publisher

As soon as she’d scurried into the back of the house, I opened the sitting-room door. My heart soared as I saw my scruffy little dog rushing around the huge back lawn, barking at the trees that bowed like courtly dancers in the wind, at the wood-pigeons pecking at the half-empty stone fountain.

‘Digby!’ I rushed towards the French windows.

‘Wasn’t expecting to see you again so soon, Maggie.’ That voice, like nails on sandpaper. I jumped guiltily. ‘Can I help?’

‘I’ve,’ I cleared my throat as I turned slowly, ‘I’ve just come to get the dog. My dog.’

‘And you’ve cleared it with my boy, have you?’ Malcolm sauntered towards me, hands in pockets, his barrel chest as puffed out as the pigeons Digby was hounding.

I stared at him. ‘No, actually.’

‘Well, I think you better had, don’t you?’

I had the strange sensation that my life was flashing before my eyes suddenly, rather like a drowning woman’s would.

‘Why? Alex wasn’t interested in Digby when he left me.’

‘He left you, did he? That’s not what I heard.’

‘What?’ I was confused.

‘I thought you abandoned him. I think you’d better leave the dog.’

‘Look, Malcolm, why do you care? You’re so foul to Alex anyway –’

‘Foul?’ His strong, cruel face darkened.

‘Yeah, foul.’ I moved towards the door, towards my dog. Then I turned back. ‘I mean, why exactly do you despise your eldest son so much? I don’t get it. Especially when he obviously reveres you.’

‘I don’t despise him,’ he scowled.

‘You do. You certainly act like you do, anyway.’

Malcolm stared at me as if he’d never even countenanced this before. ‘I just get frustrated,’ he said slowly. ‘He’s had every chance I never had, because he had the best education money could buy –’ He did so love the sound of his own opinions.

‘But I’d say it has served him pretty well, that education.’

‘Maybe.’ He shrugged noncommittally. ‘Maybe I’m tough because I had it so rough myself as a kid – and it shaped me really. If you’d seen the beatings my dad dealt my poor mother –’

Oh, the old boo-hoo. Only Renee could match Malcolm for the working-class hero bullshit, and I was sick of it, quite honestly.

‘So you’re punishing Alex for your childhood, are you?’

Digby had spotted us now, bounding to the door in great excitement, barking madly. I opened the door and knelt to let the dog slather my face with big pink licks.

‘You know, Malcolm, nothing’s as valuable as a parent’s love. I learned that the hard way too, actually. And Alex needs you.’

‘Needs me?’ he snorted. ‘He’s thirty-two years old.’

‘Yeah – needs you.’ I stood up. ‘You’re his dad.’

I’d never seen Malcolm stuck for words before.