Back Bad Friends
Chapters (59)
  1. Bad Friends
  2. Copyright
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. AFTER: DECEMBER
  6. BEFORE: JUNE
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Chapter Forty-One
  48. Chapter Forty-Two
  49. Chapter Forty-Three
  50. Chapter Forty-Four
  51. Chapter Forty-Five
  52. Chapter Forty-Six
  53. Chapter Forty-Seven
  54. Chapter Forty-Eight
  55. A CONVERSATION WITH CLAIRE SEEBER
  56. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  57. About the Author
  58. By the same author:
  59. About the Publisher

‘I never said I played the lead in Love All. When did I ever say that? You seem to think I’ve lied to you, but I honestly didn’t. I’m sure I told you.’

It was dark outside except for the flare of the streetlamp – and there was no small dog panting to be let in. I let the curtain swing back as I looked at Seb. I thought of his invitation to the small premiere in Piccadilly. What had his exact words been?

‘I’m sure you didn’t. And you must have known I thought you were playing the main part.’

‘Why?’ He pushed his dark hair back distractedly. ‘You never asked – I seem to recall you never asked which part I played. And if we’d gone in, if we’d watched the film, you would have seen.’

‘But you didn’t want to watch it.’

‘I hate watching myself, that’s why. I never think I’m good enough.’

‘So what was your part?’ I sat on the sofa opposite him. ‘Third undertaker from the left?’

He grinned. ‘No. A bit bigger than that, thank you very much. I played the hero’s brother.’

‘I see.’ That didn’t sound quite so bad.

‘It’s just,’ he sighed, ‘he does get killed in Afghanistan about ten minutes in.’

‘I see.’ I tried not to smile. ‘Third corpse from the left then?’

‘Something like that.’

We gazed at each other. Then, tentatively, he crossed the room and slowly sat next to me. ‘I mean, I had a proper part, Maggie. Lines and everything. I wasn’t trying to pull the wool over your eyes, I swear.’

I stood and crossed to my dad’s drinks cabinet. ‘Drink?’

‘I’m okay, Maggie, thanks. Are you all right now, then?’ he asked rather anxiously as I poured myself a whisky.

‘Kind of,’ I shrugged. ‘I resigned today, actually.’

He stared at me. ‘Really?’

‘Yes, really. Well, sort of. I think they got the message anyway. I’m not going back.’ I wrinkled my nose at my acrid drink. ‘And Digby’s –’ I swallowed hard, ‘he’s gone missing.’

Seb looked shocked. ‘Oh God, I’m sorry. When?’

I shrugged. ‘Sometime this morning. Early.’

‘Can I – do you want me to go and look for him?’

‘I don’t think there’s much point. I think someone’s taken him. He’s pedigree, you know. Maybe it’s a trader.’

We both knew I didn’t really think that.

‘Right.’ Seb pushed his hands through his hair, gazing at the fire. ‘Maggie, I’m so sorry about this mess. You’ve got enough on your plate.’

‘No, I’m sorry.’ I drained my glass. ‘I’m just in a bit of a state. I probably overreacted.’

‘Well, I should have been more upfront, I suppose – I didn’t lie, but perhaps I was trying to impress you.’

‘So what about your audition this morning? Was that real?’