Contents (50)
- ACCEPTANCE
- JEFF VANDERMEER
- Dedication
- Table of Contents
- 000X: THE DIRECTOR, TWELFTH EXPEDITION
- PART I RANGE LIGHT
- 0001: THE LIGHTHOUSE KEEPER
- 0002: GHOST BIRD
- 0003: THE DIRECTOR
- 0004: THE LIGHTHOUSE KEEPER
- 0005: CONTROL
- 0006: THE DIRECTOR
- 0007: THE LIGHTHOUSE KEEPER
- 0008: GHOST BIRD
- 0009: THE DIRECTOR
- 0010: CONTROL
- PART II FIXED LIGHT
- 01: THE BRIGHTNESS
- 02: THE MOANING CREATURE
- 03: THE ISLAND
- 04: THE OWL
- 05: THE SEEKER & SURVEILLANCE BANDITS
- 06: THE PASSAGE OF TIME, AND PAIN
- PART III OCCULTING LIGHT
- 0011: GHOST BIRD
- 0012: THE LIGHTHOUSE KEEPER
- 0013: CONTROL
- 0014: THE DIRECTOR
- 0015: THE LIGHTHOUSE KEEPER
- 0016: GHOST BIRD
- 0017: THE DIRECTOR
- 0018: THE LIGHTHOUSE KEEPER
- 0019: CONTROL
- 0020: THE DIRECTOR
- 0021: THE LIGHTHOUSE KEEPER
- 0022: GHOST BIRD
- 0023: THE DIRECTOR
- 0024: THE LIGHTHOUSE KEEPER
- 0025: CONTROL
- 0026: THE DIRECTOR
- 0027: THE LIGHTHOUSE KEEPER
- 0028: GHOST BIRD
- 000X: THE DIRECTOR
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- About the Author
- PRAISE FOR THE SOUTHERN REACH TRILOGY
- ALSO BY JEFF VANDERMEER
- Credits
- Copyright
- About the Publisher
“Tell me about your parents.”
“What are your earliest memories?”
“Did you have a happy childhood?”
All of the usual, boring questions, and her terse answers boring, too, in a way. But, after that, the more interesting ones.
“Do you ever have violent thoughts or tendencies?” you ask.
“What do you consider a violent act?” she replies. An attempt to evade, or genuine interest? You’d bet on the former.
“Harm toward other people or animals. Extreme property damage, like arson.” The Realtor at Star Lanes has dozens of stories about violence against houses, relates them all with an edge to her voice. The biologist would probably classify the Realtor as an alien species.
“People are animals.”
“Harm toward animals, then?”
“Only toward human animals.”
She’s trying to entangle you or provoke you, but the usual cross-referencing and analysis of intel turned up something interesting, something you can’t confirm. While a grad student on the West Coast, she had worked as an intern at a forest ranger station in a national park. Her two years there had roughly coincided with a series of what some might call “tree-hugger terrorism.” In the worst case, three men had been badly beaten by “an assailant wearing a mask.” The motive, according to the police: “The victims had been tormenting an injured owl by poking at it with a stick and trying to light its wing on fire.” No suspect had ever been identified, no arrest made.
“What would you do if your fellow expedition members exhibited violent tendencies?”
“Whatever I had to.”
“Would that include killing someone?”
“If it came down to that, I would have to.”
“Even if it was me?”
“Especially if it was you. Because these questions are so tedious.”
“More tedious than your job working with plastics?”
That sobers her up. “I don’t plan on killing anyone. I’ve never killed anyone. I plan on taking samples. I plan on learning as much as I can and circumventing anyone who doesn’t follow the mission parameters.” That hard edge again, the shoulder turned in toward you, to block you out. If this were a boxing match, the shoulder would be followed by an uppercut or body shot.
“And what if you turn out to be the threat?”
The biologist laughs at that question, and gives you a stare so direct you have to look away.
“If I’m the threat, then I won’t be able to stop myself, will I? If I’m the threat, then I guess Area X has won.”
“What about your husband?”
“What about my husband? He’s dead.”
“Do you hope to find out what happened to him in Area X?”
“I hope to find Area X in Area X. I hope to be of use.”
“Isn’t that heartless?”
She leans forward, fixes you again with that gaze, and it’s a struggle to maintain your composure. But that’s okay—antagonism is okay. In fact, anything helps you that helps her reject whatever traces of corruption you might have picked up, that might have adhered to you all unknowing.