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Chapters (64)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. 2008
  4. Chapter 1
  5. 2013
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. 2023
  60. Chapter 55
  61. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  62. CREDITS
  63. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  64. What’s next onyour reading list?

I knew I was supposed to be flattered by this, but I just felt uncomfortable. “Really?” I said, trying to pretend like I was interested.

“Oh yeah. If I see him again, I’ll take a picture.”

“You don’t have to.”

“Oh, I know,” Tasha said, laughing. “Take it as a favor from me. Listen, I have to go, but I’m so glad we finally talked. Let’s keep it up, okay?”

“Okay. Have fun in France.”

“I’ll text you. You better answer.”

Chapter 12

On the Fourth of July, there was a parade in Woodacre. Joan and I brought camping chairs down to Railroad Avenue, where her friend Tony Merritt had wheeled a big cooler full of water and Popsicles. Because the parade ended at a horse-boarding ranch, kids riding horses made up a big portion of the spectacle. There were also tractors bearing American flags, a giant papier-mâché unicorn pulled on a trailer, and a truck hung with Pride flags. In the truck bed, a bunch of people dressed in rainbow gear were waving and tossing candy out to the kids. They wore sashes that declared LOVE IS LOVE and JUST GAY MARRIED!

After the parade, there was a flea market with vendors and food stands at the ranch, and Joan and I wandered through the stalls looking at carved wooden mobiles of flying pigs, or Tibetan singing bowls on bright silk cushions, or collections of Grateful Dead memorabilia. Tasha had been texting me photos from the Edgartown Fourth of July parade—which, like every New England event, had people dressed up in colonial costumes carrying fake muskets—so I sent her photos of a flying pig mobile and a selfie in front of the papier-mâché unicorn.

Tasha texted: What is that doing in a 4th of July parade?!

I replied: It’s Marin

That night we went to a barbecue at Tony Merritt’s place. It was about a fifteen-minute walk from Joan’s house. Tony was a carpenter and had a workshop on his property, and Joan told me he had done the built-ins in Grandpa’s office as well as her art studio. We brought Analemma with us because she was friends with Tony’s dog, Goldie, a pit bull–yellow lab mix with the sweetest eyes and extremely bad breath, and I realized Tony was the person who sometimes walked Ana. There were many people at the barbecue I didn’t know, but some of them knew who I was because Joan had told them about me. There was a lot of “Congratulations on MIT!” and “Sounds like you’re following in your grandpa’s footsteps!”