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Chapters (64)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. 2008
  4. Chapter 1
  5. 2013
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. 2023
  60. Chapter 55
  61. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  62. CREDITS
  63. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  64. What’s next onyour reading list?

Just outside the green gate, the white Golf was parked on the side of the road, the engine still running, and I saw Lisa in the driver’s seat. The back door popped open as I approached.

“Hello,” Mel said.

I climbed in as Steph took the passenger seat. My feet bumped into a giant purse and an empty soda can.

“Sorry about that; you can move it out of your way,” Lisa said, turning down the stereo. I didn’t recognize the music; it was sort of country, sung by a woman with a raspy voice.

“That’s okay.” I nudged the bag over and pulled the door closed.

As Lisa began to turn the car around on the narrow road, a phone chimed. “That’s mine,” Lisa said. “Can someone get my phone out of my bag?”

“Here,” I said, picking up the bulging bag and gingerly stuffing it through the gap between the two front seats.

“Who is it?” Mel asked. “Is Joey bailing?”

“Actually, yeah,” Steph said.

“I knew it,” Mel said.

“I told her it was important to you,” Lisa said. “I’m sorry, baby.”

“She’s bailing because there’s something happening in the Castro,” Steph said. “There’s a street party because of the decision.”

“Aw, that’s sweet,” Lisa murmured.

Steph turned toward her. “Do you want to go?”

“We have your open mic, baby. I don’t want you to miss it.” Lisa put her hand on Steph’s thigh.

I looked at Mel and asked, “What happened? What decision?”

“The Supreme Court overturned Proposition Eight,” Mel said. “Gay marriage is legal in California now.”

I didn’t know much about gay marriage, but I remembered when it had been legalized in Massachusetts because my dad and I had gone to a lesbian wedding in Cape Cod. They were grad-school friends of my dad’s, and it was the first wedding I’d ever attended. I was nine years old. Both brides wore long white gowns, and when they kissed at the end of the ceremony, it was like seeing one woman reflected in a mirror.

“That’s great news,” I said now.

Mel wrinkled her nose. “Marriage is a tool of the patriarchy and gays getting married just buys into the system.”

I had no idea what to say to that.

“Tell us how you really feel,” Steph joked.

“Just because you hate marriage doesn’t mean everybody does,” Lisa said.

“I don’t hate marriage,” Mel said. “I just think it’s not for everyone.”

Mel’s phone chimed and she pulled it out of her shorts pocket. I realized the tattoos on her forearms weren’t flowers; they looked more like cabbages.

“Roxy says hi,” Mel said as she typed a text message.

“You two talking again?” Steph asked.

“Yeah.” Mel glanced at me. “Roxy’s my ex.”