Back A Scatter of Light
Chapters (64)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. 2008
  4. Chapter 1
  5. 2013
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. 2023
  60. Chapter 55
  61. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  62. CREDITS
  63. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  64. What’s next onyour reading list?

“Can I watch them?” I asked.

“Of course. I think there’s an old TV/VCR out in the studio.” She handed me an empty cardboard box. “You can put the files in here.”

“Thanks.” I started to pack up the files and videotapes. “So, what’s under the sheet?” I asked, trying to sound casual as I glanced over at the covered structure.

“It’s in progress.”

“You said you’ve never done anything like it before?”

“That’s right.”

“So, it’s not a painting or photography? Or that performance art thing where you rolled around on a canvas?”

Joan laughed. “No. It’s none of those things, exactly. I’ll tell you when it’s ready.”

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I lugged the box of files and videotapes out back to Joan’s old studio. The side that faced the house looked like a gardening shed, with stained-wood siding and a white door with an inset window. The window was dark, and as I reached out to turn the handle I felt an uncanny moment of premonition, as if I were about to open a box of wonders. And then I felt a little silly—I’d been inside before—and I opened the door.

The smell of old paint struck my nose immediately, the scent of artwork long finished, and I wondered how long it had been since Joan used the studio. It was dark inside because the exterior storm shutters had been closed over the windows, so I turned on the overhead track lights. Footprints crossed the dusty floor to a high worktable in the middle of the room. A stool had been pushed beneath, and I remembered Dad had worked in here a few days ago. A counter with cabinets beneath was built along the wall where the door was located, and to my left was a deep stainless-steel sink, splattered with paint.

The opposite wall was floor-to-ceiling windows, currently covered by the storm shutters. I set the box down on the worktable and went back outside to open them. When I returned, the studio looked much more spacious. The ceiling angled up from the wall where the door was, and the windows opened directly onto the view of oak trees and hills and big blue sky. Along one of the short walls was a cabinet for supplies, and on the floor between the cabinet and the counter was a boxy old TV. It was pretty small, a little more than one square foot all around, and it had a slot in the front that must be where a videotape could be inserted.