Chapters (64)
- Cover
- Dedication
- 2008
- Chapter 1
- 2013
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- 2023
- Chapter 55
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- CREDITS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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Lisa inhaled on her cigarette but didn’t invite me to sit down with her. I went inside, where Mel and Steph were silently putting the pizza into the oven.
“Hey,” Mel said, sounding relieved at my arrival.
“Hi.” I went over to the breakfast bar and leaned over it, asking softly, “Is Lisa okay?”
“She’s had a rough day,” Steph said shortly, but didn’t meet my eyes.
When Steph was turned away, Mel mouthed at me, They had a fight. I nodded and went to put the ice cream I’d brought—cardamom—in the freezer. When Lisa returned from the courtyard, we all tried to pretend as if everything was normal.
The movie could have been viewed as a campy comedy, with its 1950s-era robot named Robby, who was kind of a cross between a butler and an iPhone, but none of us laughed. The sole woman in the movie, Altaira, was the daughter of the scientist who had been stranded on the forbidden planet. She grew up with only her father for company, and when a starship full of young spacemen landed, she was immediately smitten by the handsome commander. Altaira was so innocent she didn’t know that skinny-dipping and wearing very short dresses was apparently inappropriate. The men couldn’t resist her allure, which was obviously her fault.
“How things have changed,” I said after the commander told her to dress more conservatively.
“Yeah, this is bullshit,” Mel agreed.
But the movie wasn’t only about slut-shaming. It turned out that the aliens who had once populated the planet had built a machine that could make the subconscious real. When the scientist interfaced with the machine, the monsters in his imagination stepped into the real world—and terrorized it.
Lisa watched the whole movie with her lips drawn into a flat line, saying nothing. I wondered if she had chosen it in advance or if it was a spur-of-the-moment choice.
After we cleaned up our plates and glasses, Mel said she was heading home early. I decided to go, too, since it didn’t seem like a great time to linger in Lisa and Steph’s apartment.
As Mel and I walked down the street to our cars, I asked, “Do you know what’s up with them?”
“Not really.”
“Is it about the concert? I was wondering if Lisa doesn’t want Steph to do it.”
“I don’t know.”
“I keep wondering why they’re still together if Lisa doesn’t support Steph’s music.”
Mel didn’t respond right away, and in that silence, I wondered if I had made a mistake. I was about to walk it back when Mel said, “Steph and Lisa have history together.”
“But you shouldn’t just stay with someone because you have history together.”