Back When We Got Lost in Dreamland
Chapters (105)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Epigraph
  4. Before it All Started
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Four Weeks Ago
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Now
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Four Weeks Ago
  24. Chapter 17
  25. Chapter 18
  26. Chapter 19
  27. Chapter 20
  28. Chapter 21
  29. Chapter 22
  30. Chapter 23
  31. Chapter 24
  32. Chapter 25
  33. Chapter 26
  34. Now
  35. Chapter 27
  36. Chapter 28
  37. Three Days Ago
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. Chapter 36
  46. Chapter 37
  47. Chapter 38
  48. Chapter 39
  49. Chapter 40
  50. Chapter 41
  51. Chapter 42
  52. Chapter 43
  53. Chapter 44
  54. Chapter 45
  55. Chapter 46
  56. Chapter 47
  57. Chapter 48
  58. Chapter 49
  59. Chapter 50
  60. Chapter 51
  61. Chapter 52
  62. Chapter 53
  63. Now
  64. Chapter 54
  65. Chapter 55
  66. Chapter 56
  67. Chapter 57
  68. Chapter 58
  69. Chapter 59
  70. Chapter 60
  71. Chapter 61
  72. Chapter 62
  73. Chapter 63
  74. Chapter 64
  75. Chapter 65
  76. Chapter 66
  77. Chapter 67
  78. Chapter 68
  79. Chapter 69
  80. Two Hours Later
  81. Chapter 70
  82. Chapter 71
  83. Chapter 72
  84. Chapter 73
  85. Chapter 74
  86. Chapter 75
  87. Chapter 76
  88. Chapter 77
  89. Chapter 78
  90. Chapter 79
  91. Chapter 80
  92. Chapter 81
  93. Chapter 82
  94. Chapter 83
  95. Chapter 84
  96. Chapter 85
  97. Chapter 86
  98. Chapter 87
  99. One Week Later
  100. Chapter 88
  101. Chapter 89
  102. Acknowledgements
  103. Keep Reading …
  104. Books by Ross Welford
  105. About the Publisher

‘And also the realness of the dream increases at the same time? So you get a sore arm from the crocodile, and Seb’s wrists get rope burns?’

‘I suppose so. Is that what’s happening? I don’t know for certain.’

‘Well, neither do I, of course. But it sounds like that is what is happening. Doesn’t it?’

I sort of nod, but I don’t really know what to say and the garden returns to its previous silence. Mola hasn’t said anything. She’s just listening, her tiny dark eyes flicking between Susan and me as we talk. Then she gets up, accompanied by a percussion of cracks and pops from her joints, and starts walking up the garden. She pauses to look back.

‘You coming.’

It isn’t a question.

‘These are nice,’ I say, referring to the strings of coloured flags that Mola has taken us to. Close up, their fluttering has become a rattle that is noisier than I expected. I add, ‘What are they for?’

Mola has turned her face up to the sun.

‘They are prayer flags,’ says Susan. ‘A tradition in Tibet. We say that the wind carries the prayers away.’

I nod. ‘Carries the prayers up to God, yeah?’

Susan shakes her head. ‘We don’t believe in God. Or at least – not like “God” god.’ She pauses, lets this sink in and I find myself wishing I had paid more attention during our RE lessons with old Mrs Puncheon at school. ‘But we do believe in prayer, and we like to think the winds will carry our prayers of compassion and hope to every corner of the world.’

I stroke a pale pink cotton flag through my hand. ‘They’re very old,’ I say. ‘And faded.’

‘That is a good thing! It means the prayers are being taken.’

We’re both kind of waiting for Mola, who was the one that summoned us to the flagpole, but she is just standing there, silently. Just as it’s beginning to get a bit awkward, she looks up at me with such force that I want to turn away, but it seems rude, so I make myself gaze back at her.

‘I warned you. You remember? I say, “Inside your head is bigger than outside. It is easy to get lost in there.”’

‘Mola,’ says Susan, protesting. ‘Poor Malky’s feeling bad enough already.’

Mola flaps her hand as if my feelings were the least important thing in the world right now.

‘How old are you?’ she says.

‘I … I’m nearly twelve.’

‘Huh. Old enough to know better. My grandfather is a teacher of young children when he is your age. You wanna know what I think?’

She’s being so direct and intense that I hesitate and she jumps in again. ‘Well, do you, Dream-boy?’