Chapters (105)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Epigraph
- Before it All Started
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Four Weeks Ago
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Now
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Four Weeks Ago
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Now
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Three Days Ago
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Now
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Two Hours Later
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- One Week Later
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Acknowledgements
- Keep Reading …
- Books by Ross Welford
- About the Publisher
‘And also the realness of the dream increases at the same time? So you get a sore arm from the crocodile, and Seb’s wrists get rope burns?’
‘I suppose so. Is that what’s happening? I don’t know for certain.’
‘Well, neither do I, of course. But it sounds like that is what is happening. Doesn’t it?’
I sort of nod, but I don’t really know what to say and the garden returns to its previous silence. Mola hasn’t said anything. She’s just listening, her tiny dark eyes flicking between Susan and me as we talk. Then she gets up, accompanied by a percussion of cracks and pops from her joints, and starts walking up the garden. She pauses to look back.
‘You coming.’
It isn’t a question.
‘These are nice,’ I say, referring to the strings of coloured flags that Mola has taken us to. Close up, their fluttering has become a rattle that is noisier than I expected. I add, ‘What are they for?’
Mola has turned her face up to the sun.
‘They are prayer flags,’ says Susan. ‘A tradition in Tibet. We say that the wind carries the prayers away.’
I nod. ‘Carries the prayers up to God, yeah?’
Susan shakes her head. ‘We don’t believe in God. Or at least – not like “God” god.’ She pauses, lets this sink in and I find myself wishing I had paid more attention during our RE lessons with old Mrs Puncheon at school. ‘But we do believe in prayer, and we like to think the winds will carry our prayers of compassion and hope to every corner of the world.’
I stroke a pale pink cotton flag through my hand. ‘They’re very old,’ I say. ‘And faded.’
‘That is a good thing! It means the prayers are being taken.’
We’re both kind of waiting for Mola, who was the one that summoned us to the flagpole, but she is just standing there, silently. Just as it’s beginning to get a bit awkward, she looks up at me with such force that I want to turn away, but it seems rude, so I make myself gaze back at her.
‘I warned you. You remember? I say, “Inside your head is bigger than outside. It is easy to get lost in there.”’
‘Mola,’ says Susan, protesting. ‘Poor Malky’s feeling bad enough already.’
Mola flaps her hand as if my feelings were the least important thing in the world right now.
‘How old are you?’ she says.
‘I … I’m nearly twelve.’
‘Huh. Old enough to know better. My grandfather is a teacher of young children when he is your age. You wanna know what I think?’
She’s being so direct and intense that I hesitate and she jumps in again. ‘Well, do you, Dream-boy?’