Chapters (105)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Epigraph
- Before it All Started
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Four Weeks Ago
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Now
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Four Weeks Ago
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Now
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Three Days Ago
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Now
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Two Hours Later
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- One Week Later
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Acknowledgements
- Keep Reading …
- Books by Ross Welford
- About the Publisher
Mr McKinley wriggles himself upright again. ‘Now hand me the lighter and open the window a bit more. As for you two: stay away from the smoke. It’s not good for you. Put the music back on, would you? A bit quieter. I’ve got something you may be interested to hear.’
Chapter 32
Old Kenneth McKinley takes a shallow puff of the cigarette that Susan made, blowing the smoke out straight away, and closes his eyes again. Then he raises his head and looks first at us, then at the lengthening column of white ash on the end of the cigarette.
I go to the record player and somehow find the ‘on’ button. The black disc revolves, the arm-thingy descends, and the strange, discordant music begins again. Mr McKinley waits until I’m sitting down.
‘I don’t actually smoke it, you know,’ he says. ‘My chest cannit take it. I just like the smell. It helps me to think.’ True to his word, he doesn’t place the cigarette in his mouth again, but holds it in his fingers, allowing the smoke to curl up to the stained ceiling.
Then he starts speaking, and it is exactly as though he is giving a speech. Something he has said before.
‘There was a time – not so long ago, either – when the world seemed as though it was open to new ideas.’ He pauses, then fires us a look over his round glasses. ‘Are you listening?’
‘Yes,’ Susan and I say in unison, and we really are. There is something about his way of talking that forces you to pay attention.
‘Well, that was the world I grew up in. Everything was changing; everything was new. Jet aeroplanes, heart transplants, space travel, foreign holidays, pocket calculators, central heating, colour television, cures for this disease and that disease, computers, oh – the excitement about computers!’
Mr McKinley wafts the cigarette under his nose and resumes his little speech.
‘After the horror of the war with Hitler, we thought we were creating the perfect world! And all the while we were ignoring what was right in front of us. What was right within us. Inside us! Hmm? And look at us now, eh? We’ve become more interested in staying alive for as long as we can than in actually living the life we have.’
I shift on the couch and the paper under my bottom crackles. This has all the signs of a speech that could go on for a long time, but I don’t care. I think I know where this is going, and I want him to get to the Dreaminators. Susan has leaned forward and is nodding along enthusiastically.
‘The limits of the conscious mind, my wee friends, have never been discovered. As for the un-conscious … well, that might as well be limitless.’ He sighs. ‘But no one wants to know. Not these days.’
He flicks the cigarette, with good aim, out of the window.