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Chapters (105)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Epigraph
  4. Before it All Started
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Four Weeks Ago
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Now
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Four Weeks Ago
  24. Chapter 17
  25. Chapter 18
  26. Chapter 19
  27. Chapter 20
  28. Chapter 21
  29. Chapter 22
  30. Chapter 23
  31. Chapter 24
  32. Chapter 25
  33. Chapter 26
  34. Now
  35. Chapter 27
  36. Chapter 28
  37. Three Days Ago
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. Chapter 36
  46. Chapter 37
  47. Chapter 38
  48. Chapter 39
  49. Chapter 40
  50. Chapter 41
  51. Chapter 42
  52. Chapter 43
  53. Chapter 44
  54. Chapter 45
  55. Chapter 46
  56. Chapter 47
  57. Chapter 48
  58. Chapter 49
  59. Chapter 50
  60. Chapter 51
  61. Chapter 52
  62. Chapter 53
  63. Now
  64. Chapter 54
  65. Chapter 55
  66. Chapter 56
  67. Chapter 57
  68. Chapter 58
  69. Chapter 59
  70. Chapter 60
  71. Chapter 61
  72. Chapter 62
  73. Chapter 63
  74. Chapter 64
  75. Chapter 65
  76. Chapter 66
  77. Chapter 67
  78. Chapter 68
  79. Chapter 69
  80. Two Hours Later
  81. Chapter 70
  82. Chapter 71
  83. Chapter 72
  84. Chapter 73
  85. Chapter 74
  86. Chapter 75
  87. Chapter 76
  88. Chapter 77
  89. Chapter 78
  90. Chapter 79
  91. Chapter 80
  92. Chapter 81
  93. Chapter 82
  94. Chapter 83
  95. Chapter 84
  96. Chapter 85
  97. Chapter 86
  98. Chapter 87
  99. One Week Later
  100. Chapter 88
  101. Chapter 89
  102. Acknowledgements
  103. Keep Reading …
  104. Books by Ross Welford
  105. About the Publisher

Mr McKinley wriggles himself upright again. ‘Now hand me the lighter and open the window a bit more. As for you two: stay away from the smoke. It’s not good for you. Put the music back on, would you? A bit quieter. I’ve got something you may be interested to hear.’

Chapter 32

Imges Missing

Old Kenneth McKinley takes a shallow puff of the cigarette that Susan made, blowing the smoke out straight away, and closes his eyes again. Then he raises his head and looks first at us, then at the lengthening column of white ash on the end of the cigarette.

I go to the record player and somehow find the ‘on’ button. The black disc revolves, the arm-thingy descends, and the strange, discordant music begins again. Mr McKinley waits until I’m sitting down.

‘I don’t actually smoke it, you know,’ he says. ‘My chest cannit take it. I just like the smell. It helps me to think.’ True to his word, he doesn’t place the cigarette in his mouth again, but holds it in his fingers, allowing the smoke to curl up to the stained ceiling.

Then he starts speaking, and it is exactly as though he is giving a speech. Something he has said before.

‘There was a time – not so long ago, either – when the world seemed as though it was open to new ideas.’ He pauses, then fires us a look over his round glasses. ‘Are you listening?’

‘Yes,’ Susan and I say in unison, and we really are. There is something about his way of talking that forces you to pay attention.

‘Well, that was the world I grew up in. Everything was changing; everything was new. Jet aeroplanes, heart transplants, space travel, foreign holidays, pocket calculators, central heating, colour television, cures for this disease and that disease, computers, oh – the excitement about computers!’

Mr McKinley wafts the cigarette under his nose and resumes his little speech.

‘After the horror of the war with Hitler, we thought we were creating the perfect world! And all the while we were ignoring what was right in front of us. What was right within us. Inside us! Hmm? And look at us now, eh? We’ve become more interested in staying alive for as long as we can than in actually living the life we have.’

I shift on the couch and the paper under my bottom crackles. This has all the signs of a speech that could go on for a long time, but I don’t care. I think I know where this is going, and I want him to get to the Dreaminators. Susan has leaned forward and is nodding along enthusiastically.

‘The limits of the conscious mind, my wee friends, have never been discovered. As for the un-conscious … well, that might as well be limitless.’ He sighs. ‘But no one wants to know. Not these days.’

He flicks the cigarette, with good aim, out of the window.