Chapters (105)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Epigraph
- Before it All Started
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Four Weeks Ago
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Now
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Four Weeks Ago
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Now
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Three Days Ago
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Now
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Two Hours Later
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- One Week Later
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Acknowledgements
- Keep Reading …
- Books by Ross Welford
- About the Publisher
‘No! Take a big bite! Biiiig bite!’ She cackles and beeps the car horn for no reason that I can tell. So I do. It’s delicious. Sharp, buttery, milky.
‘That’s lush, that is!’ I say, and Mola beams with pleasure.
‘You see, people who waking-dream without effort are very rare. Very rare! I would say they have a special gift! They are blessed. Outta my way – kyakpaa! Me, I manage it only sometimes. It is a great pleasure to meet a waking dreamer and see him eating my tu. Now, Dream-boy, you tell me what you dreamed of last night and I tell you mine!’
So, a bit reluctantly, I tell her about the Stone Age dream that I had, and how I had gone hunting with Kobi the Cave Boy. I miss out the bit about Seb actually sharing my dream because it still sounds too weird, but Mola hoots with delight and urges me to eat more cake.
I eat another piece, and I’m pretty full by the time we pull up near the school. I have my fingers on the door handle to get out when she says, ‘Wait! I have not told you mine yet!’ and I sit back. Mola turns off the engine, folds her hands in her lap and closes her eyes for a moment.
‘I dreamed of nothing,’ she says at last.
This puzzles me. ‘Oh,’ I say. ‘Bad luck.’
She turns to smile at me. ‘No. It is good.’ Then she closes her eyes again and that kind of closes the conversation as well. It’s embarrassing, but it only lasts a second or two.
‘You be careful, Dream-boy,’ she says when she opens her eyes again. She leans across from the driver’s seat and quickly taps me on the forehead with her wrinkled forefinger and giggles at my alarmed face. Then her expression changes again instantly in that way she has and she stares furiously into my eyes. ‘Inside your head is bigger than outside, Dream-boy. It is easy to get lost in there.’
Out of the car at last, and feeling a bit startled, I say to Susan, ‘What was all that about the inside of my head? And who wants to dream of nothing?’
She hooks a lock of her dark hair behind her ear as she looks upwards and thinks for a moment. ‘It is a Buddhist thing. Shun-yata, it’s called. It is one of the goals of meditation. It’s not so much “nothing” as “everything”. That is … I think.’
‘Huh,’ I say. ‘Sounds boring. I think I’d sooner be on a mammoth hunt.’
Susan nods in reply, managing to look as if she is both agreeing and disagreeing.
It’s a thing she has. It’s less annoying than you might think.