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Chapters (105)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Epigraph
  4. Before it All Started
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Four Weeks Ago
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Now
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Four Weeks Ago
  24. Chapter 17
  25. Chapter 18
  26. Chapter 19
  27. Chapter 20
  28. Chapter 21
  29. Chapter 22
  30. Chapter 23
  31. Chapter 24
  32. Chapter 25
  33. Chapter 26
  34. Now
  35. Chapter 27
  36. Chapter 28
  37. Three Days Ago
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. Chapter 36
  46. Chapter 37
  47. Chapter 38
  48. Chapter 39
  49. Chapter 40
  50. Chapter 41
  51. Chapter 42
  52. Chapter 43
  53. Chapter 44
  54. Chapter 45
  55. Chapter 46
  56. Chapter 47
  57. Chapter 48
  58. Chapter 49
  59. Chapter 50
  60. Chapter 51
  61. Chapter 52
  62. Chapter 53
  63. Now
  64. Chapter 54
  65. Chapter 55
  66. Chapter 56
  67. Chapter 57
  68. Chapter 58
  69. Chapter 59
  70. Chapter 60
  71. Chapter 61
  72. Chapter 62
  73. Chapter 63
  74. Chapter 64
  75. Chapter 65
  76. Chapter 66
  77. Chapter 67
  78. Chapter 68
  79. Chapter 69
  80. Two Hours Later
  81. Chapter 70
  82. Chapter 71
  83. Chapter 72
  84. Chapter 73
  85. Chapter 74
  86. Chapter 75
  87. Chapter 76
  88. Chapter 77
  89. Chapter 78
  90. Chapter 79
  91. Chapter 80
  92. Chapter 81
  93. Chapter 82
  94. Chapter 83
  95. Chapter 84
  96. Chapter 85
  97. Chapter 86
  98. Chapter 87
  99. One Week Later
  100. Chapter 88
  101. Chapter 89
  102. Acknowledgements
  103. Keep Reading …
  104. Books by Ross Welford
  105. About the Publisher

‘I’m all right now,’ I say, and it’s the truth. I do feel okay, but I don’t want to speak for a moment. I look across at Susan and Mola and they are both sitting with their eyes half closed, as though they are enjoying the silence as much as I am. I sip my tea and close my eyes as well.

I can hear seagulls and the soft hum of traffic on the seafront, and the gentle rustling of a tree outside, and a bicycle bell pinging, and away in the distance – so far away that I might be imagining it – a child shouts something.

There’s something else as well, and it’s a moment before I work out that it’s the fluttering of the little flags that form a large cone around the flagpole in the garden, and I’m reminded of the evening – only a few weeks ago, but it feels like a lifetime – when I first heard them, and saw them, and met Mola too.

I feel like, if I could just detach myself further from today, I might hear the sound of the clouds moving, or the high-pitched buzz of a sunbeam, or the soothing hum of the blue sky, and everything will be back to normal.

I can’t do it. I open my eyes and find, to my embarrassment, that Susan and Mola are both looking at me. Mola smiles and nods. ‘Welcome back.’

‘I was … daydreaming.’

‘Good,’ she says. ‘More people should try it! Silence is not empty, Malky: it is full of answers.’

‘I was thinking,’ says Susan, replacing her cup in the saucer precisely. ‘Malky. You think that Seb is somehow “trapped” in a dream of your … your making?’

I sigh. ‘I guess so. I mean … that’s as good a way of putting it as any. No wonder people don’t believe me.’

‘Can’t he control the dream he is having?’

‘I don’t really know. A bit, I think. But not enough to wake up, obviously. Something’s gone wrong.’

Susan looks over at her grandmother. ‘Have you heard about this, Mola? This dream-sharing?’

Mola doesn’t look at us, but gazes at a point in the distance so intensely that I turn my head to see what she’s looking at, but there’s nothing.

She nods slowly. ‘I have heard of it. I had a lama – a teacher – who talked about it. He definitely believed it was possible. Maybe belief is all that is required.’

There’s a long pause before Susan speaks next, and I hear the seagulls cawing again.

‘So … Malky … could you go back to the same dream?’

I think about this. ‘And … and do what?’

‘Well, you say your powers of control seem to diminish the longer you are in the dream?’

‘That’s what’s been happening, yes.’