Chapters (105)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Epigraph
- Before it All Started
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Four Weeks Ago
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Now
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Four Weeks Ago
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Now
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Three Days Ago
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Now
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Two Hours Later
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- One Week Later
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Acknowledgements
- Keep Reading …
- Books by Ross Welford
- About the Publisher
‘I’m all right now,’ I say, and it’s the truth. I do feel okay, but I don’t want to speak for a moment. I look across at Susan and Mola and they are both sitting with their eyes half closed, as though they are enjoying the silence as much as I am. I sip my tea and close my eyes as well.
I can hear seagulls and the soft hum of traffic on the seafront, and the gentle rustling of a tree outside, and a bicycle bell pinging, and away in the distance – so far away that I might be imagining it – a child shouts something.
There’s something else as well, and it’s a moment before I work out that it’s the fluttering of the little flags that form a large cone around the flagpole in the garden, and I’m reminded of the evening – only a few weeks ago, but it feels like a lifetime – when I first heard them, and saw them, and met Mola too.
I feel like, if I could just detach myself further from today, I might hear the sound of the clouds moving, or the high-pitched buzz of a sunbeam, or the soothing hum of the blue sky, and everything will be back to normal.
I can’t do it. I open my eyes and find, to my embarrassment, that Susan and Mola are both looking at me. Mola smiles and nods. ‘Welcome back.’
‘I was … daydreaming.’
‘Good,’ she says. ‘More people should try it! Silence is not empty, Malky: it is full of answers.’
‘I was thinking,’ says Susan, replacing her cup in the saucer precisely. ‘Malky. You think that Seb is somehow “trapped” in a dream of your … your making?’
I sigh. ‘I guess so. I mean … that’s as good a way of putting it as any. No wonder people don’t believe me.’
‘Can’t he control the dream he is having?’
‘I don’t really know. A bit, I think. But not enough to wake up, obviously. Something’s gone wrong.’
Susan looks over at her grandmother. ‘Have you heard about this, Mola? This dream-sharing?’
Mola doesn’t look at us, but gazes at a point in the distance so intensely that I turn my head to see what she’s looking at, but there’s nothing.
She nods slowly. ‘I have heard of it. I had a lama – a teacher – who talked about it. He definitely believed it was possible. Maybe belief is all that is required.’
There’s a long pause before Susan speaks next, and I hear the seagulls cawing again.
‘So … Malky … could you go back to the same dream?’
I think about this. ‘And … and do what?’
‘Well, you say your powers of control seem to diminish the longer you are in the dream?’
‘That’s what’s been happening, yes.’