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Chapters (79)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. A NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR
  4. CONTENT WARNING
  5. 1936
  6. LEO
  7. ELSA
  8. MAX
  9. LEO
  10. ELSA
  11. MAX
  12. 1937
  13. ELSA
  14. MAX
  15. LEO
  16. EARLY 1938
  17. ELSA
  18. MAX
  19. LEO
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  21. LEO
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  23. LATE 1938
  24. ELSA
  25. MAX
  26. LEO
  27. ELSA
  28. MAX
  29. LEO
  30. 1939
  31. ELSA
  32. LEO
  33. MAX
  34. LEO
  35. ELSA
  36. LEO
  37. ELSA
  38. LEO
  39. ELSA
  40. LEO
  41. 1940
  42. MAX
  43. ELSA
  44. LEO
  45. 1941
  46. ELSA
  47. LEO
  48. ELSA
  49. MAX
  50. ELSA
  51. 1942
  52. MAX
  53. LEO
  54. ELSA
  55. 1943
  56. LEO
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  58. ELSA
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  60. ELSA
  61. 1944
  62. LEO
  63. ELSA
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  65. ELSA
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  67. ELSA
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  69. ELSA
  70. MAX
  71. LEO
  72. PAPA
  73. 1945
  74. LEO
  75. 2021
  76. LEO
  77. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  78. A list of resources and further reading
  79. About the Author

Mama gently covered my hand with hers. ‘Hey, careful,’ she said. ‘This is all we have of him.’

She was right. Not only that but, as I read the letter again, I couldn’t see any hidden code telling me to disregard his words. That meant they must be true. Papa was safe and well.

I passed the letter back to Mama. The thought of Papa so far away from us, working so hard, sending us a letter that took a year to get to us, hurt so deeply it felt like a football being kicked into the pit of my stomach.

But his words eased the pain. He was fine. He was being fed. He was singing and working and he had friends. And he’d seen Max! My old best friend had sent a message to me across all the miles and all the years. He still thought about me.

After all this time, all the letters I had sent Max without receiving a reply, I had begun to think I would never hear anything of him again. Maybe I had got his address wrong. Maybe he had tried to write to me too. It wouldn’t have been easy for him. I wasn’t a fool, I wasn’t a hopeful kid any longer. I knew his father wouldn’t want him to write to me.

But he could have found a way. Maybe he had written and his letters had gone astray – and now we were in England and he would have no idea how to find me.

Whatever it was, it didn’t matter. He still cared – and he’d seen Papa!

Maybe if I wrote to him again, I could give him my new address and I’d hear back from him. It was worth one more shot.

I’d do it after football. And I could tell him all about my new friends as well! Maybe he’d even meet them one day. I was sure he’d like them, especially Daniel who was the nearest thing I had to a best friend nowadays.

I looked at the clock on the kitchen wall. ‘Mama, I have to go. The others will be waiting for me.’

Mama was smiling. My heart stopped for a second; I hadn’t seen that smile for so long. The warmth of it, the love behind her eyes. It was as if the knowledge that Papa was fine had brought her back from behind a veil where she’d been hiding all this time.

‘You go and play,’ she said, patting my knee. She held Papa’s letter against her heart. ‘I will be here with your father.’

I stood up and bent to kiss her forehead. ‘I love you, Mama,’ I said.

‘I love you too, my wonderful boy,’ she replied. ‘Have fun with your friends.’

‘I will,’ I said. And I knew it was true.