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Chapters (79)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. A NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR
  4. CONTENT WARNING
  5. 1936
  6. LEO
  7. ELSA
  8. MAX
  9. LEO
  10. ELSA
  11. MAX
  12. 1937
  13. ELSA
  14. MAX
  15. LEO
  16. EARLY 1938
  17. ELSA
  18. MAX
  19. LEO
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  21. LEO
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  23. LATE 1938
  24. ELSA
  25. MAX
  26. LEO
  27. ELSA
  28. MAX
  29. LEO
  30. 1939
  31. ELSA
  32. LEO
  33. MAX
  34. LEO
  35. ELSA
  36. LEO
  37. ELSA
  38. LEO
  39. ELSA
  40. LEO
  41. 1940
  42. MAX
  43. ELSA
  44. LEO
  45. 1941
  46. ELSA
  47. LEO
  48. ELSA
  49. MAX
  50. ELSA
  51. 1942
  52. MAX
  53. LEO
  54. ELSA
  55. 1943
  56. LEO
  57. MAX
  58. ELSA
  59. MAX
  60. ELSA
  61. 1944
  62. LEO
  63. ELSA
  64. MAX
  65. ELSA
  66. MAX
  67. ELSA
  68. MAX
  69. ELSA
  70. MAX
  71. LEO
  72. PAPA
  73. 1945
  74. LEO
  75. 2021
  76. LEO
  77. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  78. A list of resources and further reading
  79. About the Author

By the end of the week, our home would officially belong to the Nazi regime, along with everything in it. All we would own would be whatever we could fit into two cases and our passports with the big red ‘J’ for Jew stamped on them, in case anyone mistook us for something other than the dregs of society.

I took my case to my bedroom and began to pack. Soon it was almost filled with clothes, books, a few toys and some odds and ends.

I opened the drawer by my bed and took out the photograph from my ninth birthday.

Sitting on the side of my bed, I squinted at the photo. It was hard to believe it was only three years ago. It felt like a lifetime. The carefree smiles on our faces – I couldn’t imagine smiling so freely like that ever again.

The last happy day of my childhood and the day we had met Mr and Mrs Stewart. A tickle and a chase and a trip over a lady’s foot. And to make up for it, an extra ride on the Ferris wheel and a piece of Sachertorte. That was what we had given them.

And in return they were offering us a whole new life.

ELSA

‘Children, hurry. We haven’t got long,’ Mutti whispers.

Vati is already at the door, looking down the street. I pull my rucksack on to my shoulders and pick up the other bag I’m allowed to take. As well as some practical things, I managed to fit in two of my favourite dresses and one pair of shiny shoes. I couldn’t bear to leave without them.

I wonder briefly if there’s anything else I should have brought. I cannot possibly answer the question as I have no idea how long I will be gone, so I push it away and follow my family out of the house.

In the black of the night, Vati softly closes our door behind us and the four of us scurry like field mice down the street.

All the way to the station, I dream up scenarios that help take the pain away.

The whole of the last three years has been a dream. I will wake up in a moment and find myself back in Vienna. We never even moved away from there.

Leo and Max will turn up around the next corner, telling me they are coming too. The three of us will go together to the same house in England.

Greta will be waiting at the station.

All the ‘No Jews’ signs around the city will disappear. Nobody really hates us. It was all just a bad, bad, awful nightmare. Someone is waiting at the station to tell us that it is not real, any of it.

None of these things happen.