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Chapters (79)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. A NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR
  4. CONTENT WARNING
  5. 1936
  6. LEO
  7. ELSA
  8. MAX
  9. LEO
  10. ELSA
  11. MAX
  12. 1937
  13. ELSA
  14. MAX
  15. LEO
  16. EARLY 1938
  17. ELSA
  18. MAX
  19. LEO
  20. MAX
  21. LEO
  22. MAX
  23. LATE 1938
  24. ELSA
  25. MAX
  26. LEO
  27. ELSA
  28. MAX
  29. LEO
  30. 1939
  31. ELSA
  32. LEO
  33. MAX
  34. LEO
  35. ELSA
  36. LEO
  37. ELSA
  38. LEO
  39. ELSA
  40. LEO
  41. 1940
  42. MAX
  43. ELSA
  44. LEO
  45. 1941
  46. ELSA
  47. LEO
  48. ELSA
  49. MAX
  50. ELSA
  51. 1942
  52. MAX
  53. LEO
  54. ELSA
  55. 1943
  56. LEO
  57. MAX
  58. ELSA
  59. MAX
  60. ELSA
  61. 1944
  62. LEO
  63. ELSA
  64. MAX
  65. ELSA
  66. MAX
  67. ELSA
  68. MAX
  69. ELSA
  70. MAX
  71. LEO
  72. PAPA
  73. 1945
  74. LEO
  75. 2021
  76. LEO
  77. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  78. A list of resources and further reading
  79. About the Author

Max even saw one man get punched in the stomach so hard he fell to the ground. He let out a small gasp before he could stop himself, and glanced up instinctively to check his father hadn’t heard him. He didn’t need to worry. His father was staring intently at the group, his eyes popping like they were on fire, his neck taut, a line of sweat dotting his forehead.

The roll call seemed to go on for ever. Eventually, his father nodded at one of the soldiers. ‘Take over,’ he said. ‘Lunch. But not too much. We don’t want them getting fat now, do we?’ He laughed as he said that, and the soldier did too. Max didn’t really get the joke but laughed along to show that he knew his father was funny and clever.

‘Come,’ his father said. ‘We’ll get our lunch too.’ He started to walk towards the main building.

Max saw that his bootlace had come loose and quickly bent down to tie it before his father noticed. The prisoners had started to disperse, each coming past him to collect a small tin bowl of something that looked like cold porridge.

As Max stood up, one of the prisoners caught his eye.

‘Max?’ he said.

Max’s insides turned cold. Why was this filthy, scruffy prisoner saying his name? He looked at the man more closely. His face was gaunt and grey, covered in scabs and scratches and grime. His outfit was a misshapen grey suit – it looked more like pyjamas than a uniform. His dirty hands held an equally dirty bowl. Max thought he had never looked at anyone so disgusting.

And yet, there was something familiar about him.

Then the man did something Max hadn’t seen anyone do since he’d entered Dachau. He smiled. His teeth were black and rotten. Those he had, anyway. At least half of them were missing.

‘Max, it’s me,’ the man said. ‘Mr Grunberg.’

Mr Grunberg? The name rolled towards Max like a rock gathering pace as it hurtled down a hill. Leo’s father!

No. It couldn’t be. There was a mistake. Leo’s father was always the best-dressed man in town. He was twice as wide as this man – and had twice as many teeth. He always looked immaculate. He wouldn’t be seen dead walking around like this in an ill-fitting uniform with buttons missing and covered in mud. He wasn’t even wearing shoes!

And why would he be here? With these prisoners? The man who used to make everyone laugh? It couldn’t be him. It couldn’t.

But the smile. Even with half his teeth missing and the other half rotting, it was definitely familiar. His eyes. Amongst the greyness of everything about him – and everything about Dachau, come to think of it – they still twinkled in a way that danced like light on a speck of dust.