Back When the World Was Ours
Chapters (79)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. A NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR
  4. CONTENT WARNING
  5. 1936
  6. LEO
  7. ELSA
  8. MAX
  9. LEO
  10. ELSA
  11. MAX
  12. 1937
  13. ELSA
  14. MAX
  15. LEO
  16. EARLY 1938
  17. ELSA
  18. MAX
  19. LEO
  20. MAX
  21. LEO
  22. MAX
  23. LATE 1938
  24. ELSA
  25. MAX
  26. LEO
  27. ELSA
  28. MAX
  29. LEO
  30. 1939
  31. ELSA
  32. LEO
  33. MAX
  34. LEO
  35. ELSA
  36. LEO
  37. ELSA
  38. LEO
  39. ELSA
  40. LEO
  41. 1940
  42. MAX
  43. ELSA
  44. LEO
  45. 1941
  46. ELSA
  47. LEO
  48. ELSA
  49. MAX
  50. ELSA
  51. 1942
  52. MAX
  53. LEO
  54. ELSA
  55. 1943
  56. LEO
  57. MAX
  58. ELSA
  59. MAX
  60. ELSA
  61. 1944
  62. LEO
  63. ELSA
  64. MAX
  65. ELSA
  66. MAX
  67. ELSA
  68. MAX
  69. ELSA
  70. MAX
  71. LEO
  72. PAPA
  73. 1945
  74. LEO
  75. 2021
  76. LEO
  77. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  78. A list of resources and further reading
  79. About the Author

With a sigh, Mama reached up for her case. I helped her get it down before grabbing mine and following her to the door. The guards were still checking documents for the other passengers. Each one took just a few seconds and documents were returned with smiles and nods.

‘Where do we go?’ Mama asked.

‘Last carriage,’ one of the guards muttered. He didn’t even turn around.

‘Hurry,’ said the other one. ‘Train leaves in two minutes. And we don’t wait for Jews.’

We scurried off the train and quickly made our way down the platform.

The last carriage had a sign on it. Dogs, Jews and Gypsies.

Mama looked at me. Her cheeks were flushed with shame.

Just then a whistle blew.

‘Mama, please, let’s get inside. At least we’re still on the train,’ I said.

She pulled a door open and we glanced inside.

A man and woman were huddled together in a corner on the floor. The woman was wearing a long purple skirt and a loose white shirt with a yellow scarf wrapped around her head. She was holding a small bundle in her arms. A baby.

The man wore brown trousers and a white shirt with a waistcoat. His face was dark with stubble and he lifted his black beret and nodded as we opened the door. I clambered aboard. The man was on his feet and beside me in seconds.

‘Let me help,’ he said, reaching out to take Mama’s bags and help her aboard.

A second later, the door slammed behind us and we were in total darkness.

‘Here, follow me,’ the man said and we felt our way along the walls to sit beside him and his wife.

As my eyes adjusted to the darkness, I could see that along one side of the carriage were rows of crates. Most were empty. The one nearest to us had a Labrador inside it who whined like a crying child. There were no seats anywhere.

‘You are Jewish?’ the woman asked as she spread her blanket for Mama to sit beside her on the floor.

Mama’s face tightened, readying herself for the attack that usually followed us being identified as Jews. ‘Why?’ she asked.

The woman put a hand on Mama’s arm. ‘We are your friends,’ she said softly. ‘We are Roma. The ones the Nazis call “Gypsies”.’ She gestured around us at the cages and the bare, cold carriage. ‘We are told our place, just like you. I am Kizzy, and this is my husband, Mairik.’

Mama talked quietly with Kizzy and Mairik as the train chugged along. They were heading to Holland, like us. They were planning to join friends in the Roma community who had managed to sponsor them for visas.