Back When the World Was Ours Save as PDF
Chapters (79)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. A NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR
  4. CONTENT WARNING
  5. 1936
  6. LEO
  7. ELSA
  8. MAX
  9. LEO
  10. ELSA
  11. MAX
  12. 1937
  13. ELSA
  14. MAX
  15. LEO
  16. EARLY 1938
  17. ELSA
  18. MAX
  19. LEO
  20. MAX
  21. LEO
  22. MAX
  23. LATE 1938
  24. ELSA
  25. MAX
  26. LEO
  27. ELSA
  28. MAX
  29. LEO
  30. 1939
  31. ELSA
  32. LEO
  33. MAX
  34. LEO
  35. ELSA
  36. LEO
  37. ELSA
  38. LEO
  39. ELSA
  40. LEO
  41. 1940
  42. MAX
  43. ELSA
  44. LEO
  45. 1941
  46. ELSA
  47. LEO
  48. ELSA
  49. MAX
  50. ELSA
  51. 1942
  52. MAX
  53. LEO
  54. ELSA
  55. 1943
  56. LEO
  57. MAX
  58. ELSA
  59. MAX
  60. ELSA
  61. 1944
  62. LEO
  63. ELSA
  64. MAX
  65. ELSA
  66. MAX
  67. ELSA
  68. MAX
  69. ELSA
  70. MAX
  71. LEO
  72. PAPA
  73. 1945
  74. LEO
  75. 2021
  76. LEO
  77. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  78. A list of resources and further reading
  79. About the Author

Mama stared at Mr Muller. ‘How long have you been friends?’ she hissed. ‘How much has my husband done for you?’

Mr Muller held his hands out in a helpless shrug. ‘We don’t make the rules, Mrs Grunberg,’ he said, as formal as a police officer. ‘But we have to take him now.’

Papa turned to the men. ‘Just give me five minutes.’

The men looked at each other. Then Mr Weber nodded. ‘Five minutes. We’ll be in the hall.’

The second they left, Mama ran to Papa. He wrapped his arms around her, beckoning me to join them. The three of us stood huddled together in silence for a few moments in the middle of the kitchen. I wanted to stop time, turn those five minutes into forever.

Papa pulled away eventually. He knelt down and cupped my chin in his hand. ‘I’m going so I can keep you safe,’ he said. ‘You heard them. If they have me, they will leave you and Mama alone.’

‘But what if they don’t?’ I asked. ‘What if they come for us too?’

He shook his head. ‘It’s me they want. You are the man of the house now. You look after your mother. You do everything you can to help her. You hear me? You promise me?’

‘Yes, Papa. Of course I promise.’

He pulled me in for one last hug before standing up again. He spoke quickly, in a low, rough voice. ‘Listen,’ he said. ‘We don’t have much time. I wasn’t going to talk to you about this till I had good news, but it’s too late for that now. You have to take over from me.’

‘Take over what?’ Mama whispered back.

‘Arrangements for getting out of the country. I’ve been looking into it and you must continue my work and get away from here.’

‘What? You want us to leave our city, our home? Without you?’

‘You must go,’ Papa insisted. ‘While they have me, it will buy you some time. But you need to work quickly.’

‘We’re not going anywhere without you,’ Mama said.

Papa looked fiercely at her, then at me. ‘You have to,’ he said. ‘I will come back for you, I promise. I will find you, wherever you are. But you can’t stay here. Listen. The paperwork is in my office. Find it and pick up from where I left off.’

‘What about Omama?’ I asked.

Papa almost smiled. ‘I have tried to persuade her, but she says she is too old. She is too stubborn. She will not leave, and I cannot persuade her. She has her friends and I hope they will look after each other. But Leo, while you’re still here you make sure to visit her as often as you can.’ His voice broke as he added, ‘And do not leave without saying goodbye to her and making sure she is all right. You hear me?’