Back When the World Was Ours
Chapters (79)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. A NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR
  4. CONTENT WARNING
  5. 1936
  6. LEO
  7. ELSA
  8. MAX
  9. LEO
  10. ELSA
  11. MAX
  12. 1937
  13. ELSA
  14. MAX
  15. LEO
  16. EARLY 1938
  17. ELSA
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  19. LEO
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  21. LEO
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  23. LATE 1938
  24. ELSA
  25. MAX
  26. LEO
  27. ELSA
  28. MAX
  29. LEO
  30. 1939
  31. ELSA
  32. LEO
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  34. LEO
  35. ELSA
  36. LEO
  37. ELSA
  38. LEO
  39. ELSA
  40. LEO
  41. 1940
  42. MAX
  43. ELSA
  44. LEO
  45. 1941
  46. ELSA
  47. LEO
  48. ELSA
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  50. ELSA
  51. 1942
  52. MAX
  53. LEO
  54. ELSA
  55. 1943
  56. LEO
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  58. ELSA
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  60. ELSA
  61. 1944
  62. LEO
  63. ELSA
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  65. ELSA
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  69. ELSA
  70. MAX
  71. LEO
  72. PAPA
  73. 1945
  74. LEO
  75. 2021
  76. LEO
  77. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  78. A list of resources and further reading
  79. About the Author

The next day, I finished off my breakfast, cleared my plate and went over to say goodbye to Mama. ‘You sure you’re all right with me going out?’ I asked.

She patted my hand. ‘Of course, darling. I’ll make something nice for lunch, and then we’ll get started this afternoon.’

I kissed her on the cheek. ‘Thanks, Mama.’

Daniel was in the queue at the cinema with his sister and Rory. I went over to join them. ‘Oi!’ someone said pointedly from behind us as I shuffled into the queue.

I turned around to see two girls I vaguely recognized from school. The one who’d spoken had long blonde hair and big green eyes which she fixed on me. ‘That’s pushing in!’ she said. The other girl pulled her dark hair over her face and blushed as I glanced at her.

‘I – I’m really sorry,’ I said to them both. ‘I’ll go to the back if you like.’

The blonde girl shrugged. ‘It’s okay,’ she said, a twinkle in her eye. ‘We just wanted to get your attention. Been trying for weeks.’ Then she nudged her friend. ‘Haven’t we, Annie?’

Annie’s face flushed an even deeper shade of red as she looked at me from under her fringe. Her eyes were dark brown, and she turned them away from me too quickly. I wanted her to look at me again. My mouth had gone dry and all the words I knew seemed to have deserted me.

‘Why don’t you ladies join us?’ Rory burst in, smiling his smooth, wide smile that I was pretty sure all the girls loved as much as his US army uniform. ‘I’ll treat you, to make up for my friend here queue-jumping. Sit with us.’

They gave each other a quick look, like they were speaking a secret language that only girls understood. Something about the movement reminded me of Elsa. The sharing of secrets, the sweetness of the smiles, the idea of being close to a girl again. I found myself holding my breath while I waited for them to reply.

Then, with another shrug and in a voice that was probably meant to sound casual but didn’t fool anyone, the blonde girl said, ‘Sure. Why not?’

As we shuffled along in the queue, I soon realized that Annie was walking along next to me. ‘I’m Leo,’ I said awkwardly.

‘I’m Annie,’ she said.

I reached out to shake her hand. ‘Hi,’ I mumbled.

She looked at my hand and, with a soft laugh, reached out and shook it.

I wanted to keep holding her hand, but the moment passed and soon we were at the front of the line and then we were inside in the darkness – and I found I could barely breathe as she sat down next to me.