Back The Wilderwomen
Chapters (37)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. BEFORE
  4. AFTER
  5. ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
  6. TWO TIME FOR CAKE
  7. THREE TWELVE MONTHS
  8. FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  9. FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
  10. SIX SIX MONTHS
  11. SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
  12. EIGHT SIX MONTHS
  13. NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
  14. TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
  15. ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
  16. TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
  17. THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  18. FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
  19. FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
  20. SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
  21. SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
  22. EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
  23. NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
  24. TWENTY THREE DAYS
  25. TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
  26. TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
  27. TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
  29. TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
  30. TWENTY-SIX NEST
  31. TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. EPILOGUE
  33. TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
  34. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  35. Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
  36. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  37. Newsletter Sign-up

Nora looked down at the recorder in her lap, watched the tape spin slowly through its little plastic window. She didn’t have the money to record in a booth with the foam on the walls like Dolly or Bowie, so she’d bought the tape deck to record herself singing in the bathroom where the acoustics were best. In recent years, she’d hardly ever used it. In fact, the only reason it was in the car with her was because she’d lent it to a friend the week before.

Nora considered what to say next—what, if anything, future her would need to know. “The feeling you are having right now will pass. It always does.”

A knock on the driver’s-side window startled her, and she turned to see Finn waving at her through the glass. “Are you recording a song?” her daughter asked as Nora opened the door.

“Uh, no. Not exactly.” Nora quickly changed the subject. “Hey, do you want to help me pitch the tent?”

“Okay!”

Nora tucked the recorder under her arm and set it on the picnic table before kneeling down next to the tent she’d already spread out on the sand.

“See that hole?” Nora pointed to a grommet on the tent floor closest to Finn’s feet. “Put the end of the pole in there and hold it steady while I attach the sides.”

Finn followed Nora’s instructions and held the pole upright while her mom clipped the nylon sides to it. As they worked, a shadow from the rocks above crept slowly toward them. They had arrived at the Constellation Campground just in time to see the Martian-red cliffs catch fire in the evening sun.

“I like this place,” Finn said as Nora snapped the last of the fabric in place. “I like the way it sounds.”

Nora froze and listened to the wind piping through the fluted rocks; a colony of quail chirping in a patch of prickly pear; the rustling of the cottonwood trees. “Cool, huh?”

Finn nodded.

“How about you, Zadie?” Nora called to her other daughter, who was seated at a picnic table reading a book. “What do you think of this place?”

Without lifting her eyes, she replied, “It’s all right.”

Nora sighed and turned back to her youngest. “I don’t think your sister likes camping.”

She had forgiven Zadie for her surliness. After all, Nora had dragged her out of bed at seven in the morning on a weekend with no warning. She would have been grumpy, too, if her own mother had done that to her.

And confused. Nora knew her behavior had been erratic. That morning, it had almost felt like a ghost had taken over her body. Thankfully, neither of her daughters seemed particularly distraught, and she wanted to keep it that way.