Chapters (37)
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- BEFORE
- AFTER
- ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
- TWO TIME FOR CAKE
- THREE TWELVE MONTHS
- FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
- FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
- SIX SIX MONTHS
- SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
- EIGHT SIX MONTHS
- NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
- TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
- ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
- TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
- THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
- FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
- FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
- SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
- SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
- EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
- NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
- TWENTY THREE DAYS
- TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
- TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
- TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
- TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
- TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
- TWENTY-SIX NEST
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- EPILOGUE
- TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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“Follow me.” The hostess pulled out two menus from a basket hanging under Luanne’s tail and gestured for the girls to follow her through a pair of swinging saloon doors into the main dining area. She walked them over to a booth pushed up against a wood-paneled wall decorated with framed portraits of Hollywood cowboys. “Your server will be right with you.”
Zadie gazed up at a signed picture of Burt Lancaster. “They committed to their theme. I’ll give them—”
A very loud ringing sound interrupted her. “Order up!” cried a voice. Zadie clapped her hands over her ears. “Shit! What was that?”
“The dinner bell.” Finn laughed and pointed to a cast-iron triangle swinging from the kitchen pass-through window.
Zadie’s face sank. “Do you think they’re going to do that every time an order comes out?”
Finn shrugged. “Oh, come on. It’s fun!”
“Ugh. Well, if the coffee doesn’t wake me up, that will.”
The crumpled ten-dollar bill in Zadie’s pocket bought each of the girls a short stack and a side of bacon, a glass of orange juice for Finn, and another cup of coffee for Zadie. Their ears were still ringing from the dinner bell when the waitress placed their steaming plates on the table. Finn promptly drowned hers in syrup like she was trying to put out a fire.
“So what has Dustin been up to?” she asked, passing Zadie the syrup dispenser. “I haven’t seen him in a while.”
Zadie realized that she hadn’t thought about Dustin once since they’d started driving. The thought was both simultaneously liberating and depressing. “Oh, uhhh … we broke up.”
Finn looked up, startled. “What? Seriously?”
She nodded. “A few days ago.”
“Are you okay?”
“Yeah. I was the one who called it off.” Zadie wondered if she appeared sad. She didn’t feel particularly sad—not over Dustin, anyway.
“Damn…” Finn looked reflective for a moment. “But he was so good at caricatures.”
Zadie raised an eyebrow. “Are you suggesting I shouldn’t have broken up with him because he’s a good cartoonist?”
“I’m just saying. He never drew one of me, and I kinda wanted one,” Finn continued, mouth full. “Why’d you break up with him?”
It was a simple question with a Rubik’s Cube of an answer. “Because…” Zadie turned it over in her head, trying out different combinations of words that essentially meant I didn’t think he’d be a good father without letting it spill that she was pregnant. The phrase she decided to go with was: “He didn’t have his shit together.”
“I get that,” Finn said. “He never struck me as the responsible type.”