Back The Wilderwomen
Chapters (37)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. BEFORE
  4. AFTER
  5. ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
  6. TWO TIME FOR CAKE
  7. THREE TWELVE MONTHS
  8. FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  9. FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
  10. SIX SIX MONTHS
  11. SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
  12. EIGHT SIX MONTHS
  13. NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
  14. TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
  15. ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
  16. TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
  17. THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  18. FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
  19. FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
  20. SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
  21. SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
  22. EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
  23. NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
  24. TWENTY THREE DAYS
  25. TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
  26. TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
  27. TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
  29. TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
  30. TWENTY-SIX NEST
  31. TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. EPILOGUE
  33. TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
  34. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  35. Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
  36. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  37. Newsletter Sign-up

As they wound their way through the man-made rainforest toward the exit, Finn began to hum. It was the song she recognized from her echo but couldn’t place at first. Then lyrics started coming to her one line at a time like brushstrokes:

Hush, darling, hush

It’s almost dawn

It was a ballad her mother used to sing to her.

The birds are singing

I must move on

“I can’t.”

“Just one song. Please?”

Zadie and Finn were seated across from each other at a clear acrylic table next to the karaoke stage where a man was clumsily detangling a microphone cord. The room was humid with hazy pink light cast by neon letters that spelled words like dance and star. The Fro-Yodel was a little on the seedy side for a frozen yogurt place, partly because of its location right next to the railroad tracks. It was in the girls’ old neighborhood, twenty minutes north of San Antonio, where they’d lived with their mother. Every Friday night, the three of them used to walk the four blocks to listen to terrible karaoke and take turns pulling the dispenser levers, marveling as frozen yogurt coiled like snakes in their bowls.

After loading up on toppings, Nora would sometimes embarrass them by hopping up onstage and belting out one of Janis Joplin’s greatest hits. Her voice would crack like the strip of sunbaked earth that was the girls’ driveway, but that just made it sound more rock ’n’ roll. Finn remembered men sometimes leaning their elbows on the edge of the stage as she sang. As soon as she was finished, they’d ask to buy her a beer at the bar across the street. Nora refused most of them, but to a select few, she’d write her phone number on the back of a napkin and say, “Rain check.” Then she’d return to their table, to her girls, because that’s why she was there, to be with them, to hear about their days and laugh at their jokes and play Psychic Karaoke.

The game was simple: Zadie would use her gift to try to predict the next song in the karaoke lineup. If she got three correct in a row, Nora would reward her daughter with another trip to the soft-serve machine or extra toppings.

“I don’t play that anymore,” Zadie said matter-of-factly, licking yogurt off the back of her spoon.

Finn sighed. “What’s the point in having an awesome talent if you never use it? I’d trade mine for yours any day.”

“Yeah, well, if I could give it to you, I would.”

“Speaking of giving things away, are you gonna finish that?” Finn pointed to Zadie’s half-eaten frozen yogurt.

“Nope. Go for it.” Zadie pushed the bowl to her sister, who received it with a little happy dance, then asked, “Will you tell me what mine sounds like?”