Back The Wilderwomen
Chapters (37)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. BEFORE
  4. AFTER
  5. ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
  6. TWO TIME FOR CAKE
  7. THREE TWELVE MONTHS
  8. FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  9. FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
  10. SIX SIX MONTHS
  11. SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
  12. EIGHT SIX MONTHS
  13. NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
  14. TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
  15. ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
  16. TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
  17. THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  18. FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
  19. FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
  20. SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
  21. SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
  22. EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
  23. NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
  24. TWENTY THREE DAYS
  25. TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
  26. TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
  27. TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
  29. TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
  30. TWENTY-SIX NEST
  31. TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. EPILOGUE
  33. TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
  34. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  35. Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
  36. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  37. Newsletter Sign-up

All of Finn’s guests were either squeezed onto the pavilion deck or had spilled out into the surrounding wildflower garden. Zadie didn’t see her sister, but she did hear what sounded like a parrot saying Finn’s name. Speech time, she thought, grimacing at the memory of the last of Kathy’s speeches she’d had to sit through. It was at Finn’s end-of-the-season cross-country banquet. After Finn was presented with the MVP Award, Kathy had practically shoved the coach aside to get to the microphone. Her sister had looked mortified by the whole display and couldn’t get off the stage fast enough.

Zadie couldn’t see anything from down on the lawn, so she circled around the building and went in through the front door. The deck was so packed that Zadie had to stand half in, half out of the sliding patio door. To not waste precious AC, she closed it as much as she could without squishing herself. It gave her the appearance of someone who had made a run for an elevator and got there a second too late.

As Daniel had predicted, the object that had drawn the party guests to it like bees to a punch bowl was indeed a cake. Finn stood patiently beside it, smiling mildly. Zadie tried waving at Finn, but succeeded only in drawing the attention of Kathy, who was in the middle of delivering her Proud Mom speech: “—of her accomplishments: star track athlete, magna cum laude, just to name a few.” From the bravado in Kathy’s tone, you’d think she had done all of those things herself, not Finn. Zadie had always suspected that Kathy was the kind of woman who lived vicariously through her children, and now she was surer of it than ever. I promise not to do that to you, Zadie told the Ladybug inside her.

All of a sudden, her gut did a somersault. She didn’t have time to close her eyes or hum a song. The premonition came at her with such force she felt momentarily dizzy.

THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS.

Each word was a boulder. The heft of them made her sway, made her brace herself against the doorframe and look to the sky, half expecting birds to start falling to the earth, biblical style. But Zadie didn’t see even a single sparrow.

THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS.

As with most of her premonitions, the message was so obtuse it was functionally useless. She shook her head, trying to knock the words loose so she could flush them from her system, but they stuck to her brain like a bur.

THE SKY—

Zadie was moments away from leaving the party before the cake was even served when the premonition finally lifted, one word at a time: birds … of … full … is … sky … the … Each one evaporating like mist into the blue sky.