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Chapters (37)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. BEFORE
  4. AFTER
  5. ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
  6. TWO TIME FOR CAKE
  7. THREE TWELVE MONTHS
  8. FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  9. FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
  10. SIX SIX MONTHS
  11. SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
  12. EIGHT SIX MONTHS
  13. NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
  14. TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
  15. ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
  16. TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
  17. THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  18. FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
  19. FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
  20. SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
  21. SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
  22. EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
  23. NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
  24. TWENTY THREE DAYS
  25. TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
  26. TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
  27. TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
  29. TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
  30. TWENTY-SIX NEST
  31. TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. EPILOGUE
  33. TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
  34. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  35. Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
  36. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  37. Newsletter Sign-up

Even through the thicket, they could feel the wind from the ocean. They could hear it, too, in the gentle thwap of the cotton drapery and the wind chimes that danced above their heads. It was midafternoon. The sun spilled in through the open roof of the nest. A garland of colored sea glass cast turquoise trapezoids on Zadie’s bare arms.

“I can’t believe she made all this,” Finn said as she ran her fingers along the wall of woven branches. “It must have taken her years.”

“Too bad she didn’t make one for us when we were younger. I would have loved reading in here.” Zadie glanced at her sister out of the corner of her eye. “You know, I’m still having a hard time wrapping my brain around all this. It doesn’t feel real.”

“Same.” Finn sat cross-legged on the ground and looked up through the hole in the roof. “You know, my bird, Chris, used to do this thing … he’d hop around his loft, flap his wings like crazy, make a ton of noise. I figured he was sick or something, so I took him to the vet. She said it was normal for birds in captivity to act that way. In the spring, they get restless because they know they’re supposed to be migrating, but they can’t.”

“I’m guessing Mom is Chris in this analogy?”

Finn continued, “I asked the vet how birds know how to migrate over such long distances. She said there are lots of different theories—magnetic fields, the position of the sun, even smell—but no one knows for sure.”

“It’s a mystery.”

“So are we, if you think about it.”

Zadie joined Finn cross-legged on the ground. “How are you feeling, by the way?”

“Honestly?” Finn smiled. “Pretty good.”

The fog that had settled over her sister appeared to have been lifted, just as it had from their mother. Somehow their reunion had saved them both.

As if Finn had read Zadie’s mind, she said, “When I was in her memories, I always felt like I was only half there, you know? I guess bringing us back together was enough to make her whole again.”

“Sure, if you want to be corny about it,” Zadie joked.

“If you’ve got a better explanation, I’m listening.”

“Nope. Let’s run with yours for now.”

Finn smiled. “Okay.”

Zadie angled herself toward her sister. “Hey, about the other night—”

“Don’t worry about it. I said some shitty things, too.”

“So we’re good?”

“We’re good.”

The wind struck another chord on the chimes. They listened wordlessly to the music.

After a few moments, Zadie asked, “Was that Kathy you were on the phone with earlier?”

“Yeah.” Finn hesitated. “She says she’s booking me a ticket. My flight leaves tomorrow. I wish I could stay longer, but I’ve already worried them enough as it is.”