Back The Wilderwomen
Chapters (37)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. BEFORE
  4. AFTER
  5. ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
  6. TWO TIME FOR CAKE
  7. THREE TWELVE MONTHS
  8. FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  9. FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
  10. SIX SIX MONTHS
  11. SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
  12. EIGHT SIX MONTHS
  13. NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
  14. TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
  15. ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
  16. TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
  17. THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  18. FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
  19. FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
  20. SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
  21. SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
  22. EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
  23. NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
  24. TWENTY THREE DAYS
  25. TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
  26. TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
  27. TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
  29. TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
  30. TWENTY-SIX NEST
  31. TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. EPILOGUE
  33. TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
  34. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  35. Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
  36. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  37. Newsletter Sign-up

Finn wasn’t sure how to answer her mom’s question. She didn’t think of her echoes that way. She hadn’t just felt what Nora had felt. She’d become her. Those memories were now as much a part of her experience as her mother’s. “Just that you were lost and scared. I wanted to help.”

Nora squeezed her youngest’s shoulder. “You did.”

“Zadie’s the one who actually found you.”

Zadie squirmed, then shrugged. “I just followed the birds.”

Finn knew there was more to Zadie’s story, but she didn’t press her. “So, wait … if a migratory instinct made you return home, why didn’t you come back a few months later? Isn’t that how migration works? It’s a cycle.”

“I’m not sure,” Nora said, shrugging.

“Birds migrate to nest,” Zadie broke in. Finn and Nora turned to look at her. “You left for Texas when you were pregnant with me, and you stayed until…”

“You were grown up,” Nora finished.

Zadie nodded.

The women were silent for a few moments as they considered this new theory. They could never really be sure why Nora had migrated when she did, just as they could never be sure why Finn and Zadie possessed their gifts. The world was a more extraordinary place now than it had been a month ago, before they knew about stars that sang or trees that talked with one another. It was a world where you could think you’d lost someone forever, only to be reunited years later. A happy ending, Finn thought, profoundly relieved that such a thing actually existed.

“Oh! I have something for you, too.” Finn pulled up her pants leg, undid the silver chain around her ankle, and handed it to her mom.

“My anklet!” Nora gasped.

“I’ve been keeping it safe for you.” Finn searched Nora’s face for a sign as to whether her mom remembered dropping it in their driveway five years ago—if she’d intended it as a bread crumb for Finn to follow or if the act had simply been a side effect of her confusion—but she found no such clarity.

Nora stared down at the tiny letters in her palm. After a moment, she said, “I think you should keep it,” then looped the chain around Finn’s ankle and closed the clasp. “It looks better on you, anyway.”

“Thanks, Mom.” Mom. The word should have come naturally to Finn, but it felt strange on her tongue. Nora was her mom, so then why did she feel guilty? Because Kathy and Steve are my parents, too, she thought. She realized then that she’d made her decision.

“I’ll be right back. I have to make a call.”