Back The Wilderwomen
Chapters (37)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. BEFORE
  4. AFTER
  5. ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
  6. TWO TIME FOR CAKE
  7. THREE TWELVE MONTHS
  8. FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  9. FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
  10. SIX SIX MONTHS
  11. SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
  12. EIGHT SIX MONTHS
  13. NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
  14. TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
  15. ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
  16. TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
  17. THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  18. FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
  19. FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
  20. SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
  21. SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
  22. EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
  23. NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
  24. TWENTY THREE DAYS
  25. TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
  26. TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
  27. TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
  29. TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
  30. TWENTY-SIX NEST
  31. TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. EPILOGUE
  33. TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
  34. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  35. Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
  36. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  37. Newsletter Sign-up

“Sorry. No luck.” He pushed his hood back and sat knees-to-chest to catch his breath. “I’m gonna be straight with you … we’ve been out here for over two hours now. This might be too big a job for the three of us. We might want to start thinking about getting the sheriff involved.”

“The sheriff?”

“She could send out a search-and-rescue team. I volunteer for them sometimes. If anyone’s going to find Finn, they will.”

Just then Zadie felt a vibration in her jacket pocket. It was Finn’s phone. She pulled it out and tapped the screen to life. On it was a text from Kathy:

WHY AREN’T YOU ANSWERING YOUR PHONE?

WHERE ARE YOU?!

Zadie’s mouth felt dry. If they called the sheriff’s department, they would have to tell Steve and Kathy about Finn’s disappearance. If the Andersons found out, their trip was over; their search for their mother was over. And as resistant as Zadie was at the beginning of their journey, she was invested now. So was Finn. If her sister had to go home early because Zadie contacted her foster parents, she would probably never forgive her. She finally had her sister back, and she wasn’t going to give her up that easily.

Zadie returned the phone to her pocket. “There’s one thing we haven’t tried yet.”

Myron studied her, then said warily, “And what’s that?”

“I just need a minute alone.”

Joel and Myron looked at each other. Zadie didn’t wait for them to answer. “Please?” She thought it best not to share that the only recent success she’d had at deliberately using her psychic ability had been during a round of Psychic Karaoke.

“Sure.” Myron climbed to his feet and gestured for Joel to follow.

“We’ll be right outside if you need us,” Joel said tentatively, before ducking back out into the rain.

Zadie waited until Joel and Myron were out of sight, then crossed her legs in front of her. If Finn could draw out her gift, so could she. After all, she’d mastered the art of pushing it away; she just had to do the opposite.

She had to relax.

Zadie drew in a deep breath and focused on the hammering of the rain on the forest canopy. She had never tried meditating before, but her impression was that it was about emptying your mind of all thought—a task, she soon realized, that was easier said than done. As soon as she closed her eyes, her worries started buzzing around her like gnats.

What if Finn’s hurt?

What happens if I don’t find her?

Am I doing this right?

Who am I kidding? I can’t do this.

We should call the sheriff.