Back The Wilderwomen
Chapters (37)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. BEFORE
  4. AFTER
  5. ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
  6. TWO TIME FOR CAKE
  7. THREE TWELVE MONTHS
  8. FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  9. FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
  10. SIX SIX MONTHS
  11. SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
  12. EIGHT SIX MONTHS
  13. NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
  14. TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
  15. ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
  16. TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
  17. THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  18. FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
  19. FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
  20. SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
  21. SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
  22. EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
  23. NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
  24. TWENTY THREE DAYS
  25. TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
  26. TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
  27. TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
  29. TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
  30. TWENTY-SIX NEST
  31. TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. EPILOGUE
  33. TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
  34. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  35. Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
  36. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  37. Newsletter Sign-up

Rowan nearly jumped out of her skin as she spun around to face her. She gasped, eyes flashing. “What are you doing here?”

“I saw you sneak out of the house. What are you doing?”

“I’m not doing anything,” Rowan said, defensive.

“Sorry. I wasn’t trying to be nosy.”

“Weren’t you?”

Finn considered this. “Yeah, I guess I was.”

Rowan’s hard façade crumbled. “Promise you won’t tell anyone. Especially not my dad.”

“Tell him what?”

“Just don’t tell him you saw me out here.”

Finn knew she should walk away and leave Rowan to what was probably just an eccentric hobby, but her curiosity, as usual, got the better of her. “What are all these holes for?”

Rowan frowned. “I’m looking for something.”

“Buried treasure?” Finn softened the joke with a smile, but the girl didn’t smile back.

“I can’t tell you what it is.”

“Are you sure? Maybe I can help.” Finn took a step forward.

“Watch your—!” Rowan shouted just as Finn’s foot slipped inside one of the holes.

She was standing on the earth.

Then she was part of it.

Her toes spreading down and out like roots.

Her legs, back, chest were solid, steady.

Her arms quivered and shook and held back the rain.

Her head … well, she no longer needed one.

Her thoughts, senses, feelings now lived in all of her, from root to leaf.

Am I a tree? her subconscious asked her conscious.

No, her conscious answered. That’s impossible.

But was it? She angled her leaves toward the sunlight, took a long pull of groundwater.

If I’m not a tree, then what am I?

Finn opened her eyes to find Rowan lightly shaking her. “Finn?”

“Yep. I’m here,” she said, woozy, and sat cross-legged on the ground. She was relieved to see that she still had legs and toes and that her skin was smooth, not made of scratchy bark.

“What was that?” Rowan backed away, warily.

She’d already confessed her ability to Myron. What did it matter if his daughter knew, too? “It was an echo.” Was it? It felt like one, but trees didn’t have memories, as far as she knew.

“What’s an echo?”

“It’s like a sixth sense. I can feel memories that aren’t mine.”

Rowan had the look of someone trying to do math in their head. “Whose memories?”

“Anyone’s. People leave memories behind, or at least parts of them. I can usually ignore them, but not always.”

“Was it my memory?”

“I don’t think so.”

“Then whose was it?”

“I don’t know. It was weird. For a second, I felt like I was … a tree.”

The girl’s eyes popped. “A tree?”

“Yeah. I know that sounds crazy, but—”