Chapters (37)
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- BEFORE
- AFTER
- ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
- TWO TIME FOR CAKE
- THREE TWELVE MONTHS
- FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
- FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
- SIX SIX MONTHS
- SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
- EIGHT SIX MONTHS
- NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
- TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
- ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
- TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
- THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
- FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
- FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
- SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
- SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
- EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
- NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
- TWENTY THREE DAYS
- TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
- TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
- TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
- TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
- TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
- TWENTY-SIX NEST
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- EPILOGUE
- TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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She climbed off the couch and began poking around, opening drawers and cabinets, pulling back curtains, and peering under furniture. She wasn’t sure what she was looking for. As she had been quick to point out to Finn, Nora hadn’t been there in five years. Whatever trail she’d left had probably gone cold a long time ago.
She opened the refrigerator. The only thing inside was a box of baking soda and a mostly empty bottle of ketchup. She closed the fridge door and moved to the sink. Over the sink was a square window that had a compact version of the same view they had seen from the screened-in porch. It was almost dark, but Zadie could still see the rocky ledge that was sometimes a waterfall. This was not what caught her attention, however.
Suspended on the other side of the glass, within arm’s reach, was a bird feeder. She looked down. Like the others, this window had been painted shut at one point, too, but it appeared someone had taken a razor blade and chipped away at the paint to get it to open. Zadie pulled up. With some effort, the window gave way and slid open.
Fresh mountain air filtered inside and Zadie inhaled deeply. Moments later, a robin swooped down and landed on one of the feeder’s perches. It pecked daintily at the tiny avalanche of seeds at its feet.
The sky is full of birds.
“No, not now,” Zadie said aloud, scaring the robin into flight. Suddenly she felt like she was falling. She grabbed the edge of the sink to steady herself.
The sky is full of birds.
“I know!” she growled to no one. “You told me already.”
Zadie let herself sink onto her hands and knees, comforted by the feeling of solid ground beneath her. Her head was spinning.
The sky is full of birds.
The sky is full of birds.
The sky is full of birds.
The words were like a drumbeat inside her skull. She pressed her hands to her ears as if that would somehow stanch the flow of thoughts into her brain.
THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS.
“Please, just leave me alone!” she pleaded.
“Zadie?”
She snapped her head up and saw Joel standing at the top of the stairs.
The sky is full of—the premonition receded.
“Was that one of your…” Joel pulled a Finn move and put his fingers to his temples.
“Premonitions. Yeah.” Zadie used the countertop to pull herself to standing.
Joel blinked, processing. “It doesn’t look very fun.”
“It’s not.” It felt good to say it out loud. “It sucks, actually.”
He nodded as if she were simply telling him about a bad day she’d had at work. “What was that one about?”
“To be honest, I have no idea. A lot of them are like that. I just try my best to ignore them.”