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Chapters (37)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. BEFORE
  4. AFTER
  5. ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
  6. TWO TIME FOR CAKE
  7. THREE TWELVE MONTHS
  8. FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  9. FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
  10. SIX SIX MONTHS
  11. SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
  12. EIGHT SIX MONTHS
  13. NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
  14. TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
  15. ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
  16. TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
  17. THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  18. FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
  19. FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
  20. SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
  21. SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
  22. EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
  23. NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
  24. TWENTY THREE DAYS
  25. TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
  26. TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
  27. TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
  29. TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
  30. TWENTY-SIX NEST
  31. TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. EPILOGUE
  33. TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
  34. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  35. Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
  36. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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She climbed off the couch and began poking around, opening drawers and cabinets, pulling back curtains, and peering under furniture. She wasn’t sure what she was looking for. As she had been quick to point out to Finn, Nora hadn’t been there in five years. Whatever trail she’d left had probably gone cold a long time ago.

She opened the refrigerator. The only thing inside was a box of baking soda and a mostly empty bottle of ketchup. She closed the fridge door and moved to the sink. Over the sink was a square window that had a compact version of the same view they had seen from the screened-in porch. It was almost dark, but Zadie could still see the rocky ledge that was sometimes a waterfall. This was not what caught her attention, however.

Suspended on the other side of the glass, within arm’s reach, was a bird feeder. She looked down. Like the others, this window had been painted shut at one point, too, but it appeared someone had taken a razor blade and chipped away at the paint to get it to open. Zadie pulled up. With some effort, the window gave way and slid open.

Fresh mountain air filtered inside and Zadie inhaled deeply. Moments later, a robin swooped down and landed on one of the feeder’s perches. It pecked daintily at the tiny avalanche of seeds at its feet.

The sky is full of birds.

“No, not now,” Zadie said aloud, scaring the robin into flight. Suddenly she felt like she was falling. She grabbed the edge of the sink to steady herself.

The sky is full of birds.

“I know!” she growled to no one. “You told me already.”

Zadie let herself sink onto her hands and knees, comforted by the feeling of solid ground beneath her. Her head was spinning.

The sky is full of birds.

The sky is full of birds.

The sky is full of birds.

The words were like a drumbeat inside her skull. She pressed her hands to her ears as if that would somehow stanch the flow of thoughts into her brain.

THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS.

“Please, just leave me alone!” she pleaded.

“Zadie?”

She snapped her head up and saw Joel standing at the top of the stairs.

The sky is full of—the premonition receded.

“Was that one of your…” Joel pulled a Finn move and put his fingers to his temples.

“Premonitions. Yeah.” Zadie used the countertop to pull herself to standing.

Joel blinked, processing. “It doesn’t look very fun.”

“It’s not.” It felt good to say it out loud. “It sucks, actually.”

He nodded as if she were simply telling him about a bad day she’d had at work. “What was that one about?”

“To be honest, I have no idea. A lot of them are like that. I just try my best to ignore them.”