Back The Wilderwomen
Chapters (37)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. BEFORE
  4. AFTER
  5. ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
  6. TWO TIME FOR CAKE
  7. THREE TWELVE MONTHS
  8. FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  9. FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
  10. SIX SIX MONTHS
  11. SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
  12. EIGHT SIX MONTHS
  13. NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
  14. TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
  15. ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
  16. TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
  17. THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  18. FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
  19. FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
  20. SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
  21. SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
  22. EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
  23. NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
  24. TWENTY THREE DAYS
  25. TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
  26. TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
  27. TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
  29. TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
  30. TWENTY-SIX NEST
  31. TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. EPILOGUE
  33. TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
  34. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  35. Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
  36. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  37. Newsletter Sign-up

“Smoking section?” Zadie said, not looking up from her menu.

“Yup.”

“Do you want to move tables?”

“Nah. It’s going away already.” She smiled distractedly.

“Are you okay?”

“Yeah. Why wouldn’t I be?”

“Today was a bust. I figured you’d be disappointed.”

“I am disappointed.”

“Yeah.”

“But I’m not giving up.”

“Okay.”

The sisters watched each other, unblinking, for a few moments.

“Do you know what you’re getting?” Finn said finally.

“Chicken-fried steak. You?”

“I’m gonna see what’s good here.”

Zadie flashed her a warning look. “Joel’s gonna be back any second.”

“I’m having a crappy day. The last thing I want is a bad lunch, too.”

“Ugh. Fine. But be quick.”

Finn relaxed her body and followed a memory that smelled like maple syrup.

Zadie was now alone at the table. She held her breath, hoping no one would notice her sister’s glassy expression.

Unfortunately for her, Joel did. “What’s wrong with Finn?”

Zadie jumped and looked over her shoulder to find him standing behind her. “Uh. Nothing. She’s fine,” she stammered. “Just meditating, again. It’s weird-looking, I know. She gets really into it.”

Joel wasn’t buying it. “I don’t think meditation means what you think it means.” He sat down next to Zadie and waved a hand in front of Finn’s face, but she didn’t so much as blink. Joel’s face turned suddenly serious. It was an expression Zadie had seen on him on only two, maybe three occasions in all the time she’d known him. “I think she’s having a seizure.”

“It’s not a seizure.”

“Yes, it is. My cousin used to have these all the time. He didn’t shake or anything. He just looked like a zombie.”

“It’s not that.”

“How do you know?” Joel’s voice climbed in agitation. “We should call an ambulance.” He started to stand to flag down the waitress, but Zadie yanked him back by the arm.

“No!” she snapped, attracting the stares of the couple at the table next to theirs. She continued in a whisper, “We can’t call an ambulance because she’s not sick.”

“Then what is she?”

Zadie caught the eye of their waitress, who was making a beeline for their booth. She turned back to Joel. “Give me your hat.”

Joel instinctively dodged her reach. “Why?”

“Just give it to me.”

Moments before the waitress arrived, Zadie had pulled Joel’s hat snugly over Finn’s head, adjusting the brim so it hid her sister’s haunted-doll stare.

“How we all doing?” the waitress asked with a pleasant smile.

“Great,” Zadie answered stiffly, while Joel simply stared at the waitress, wide-eyed. Unnerved by Joel’s gaze, she refilled their waters quickly and bustled on to the next table.