Back The Wilderwomen
Chapters (37)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. BEFORE
  4. AFTER
  5. ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
  6. TWO TIME FOR CAKE
  7. THREE TWELVE MONTHS
  8. FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  9. FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
  10. SIX SIX MONTHS
  11. SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
  12. EIGHT SIX MONTHS
  13. NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
  14. TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
  15. ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
  16. TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
  17. THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  18. FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
  19. FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
  20. SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
  21. SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
  22. EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
  23. NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
  24. TWENTY THREE DAYS
  25. TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
  26. TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
  27. TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
  29. TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
  30. TWENTY-SIX NEST
  31. TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. EPILOGUE
  33. TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
  34. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  35. Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
  36. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  37. Newsletter Sign-up

“Easy,” he said, turning it until he found a patch of a small flame.

“Where’d you get it?”

“From a friend,” he said, his eyes darting over to Zadie.

Joel squinted in the sunlight. “Where is it?”

“What do you mean? It’s right in front of you,” Zadie said, incredulous. They were staring straight at it, a snowcapped peak against a brazenly blue sky that rose from a vast desert of hardened magma that looked like it had been sculpted by mud daubers.

Joel didn’t appear convinced. “That’s a mountain.”

“It’s a volcano.”

“Where’s the lava, then?”

“There isn’t any. It’s not erupting right now.”

“Yeah, okay,” Joel said, his voice sticky with sarcasm. “A volcano without lava. Good one.”

Finn could tell her sister wanted to respond, but Zadie bit her tongue.

She slung her pack off her back and rummaged through it until her fingers brushed smooth stone. She pulled out the painted rock and held it up to the volcano in front of her. As Finn’s eyes flicked between the two, her face fell. The peak in the painting was symmetrical. The one standing in front of them was leaning noticeably to the right. “They look different.”

Zadie peered over her sister’s shoulder. “Could Luna have seen it from a different angle?”

“The only accessible trails are on the east side of the mountain,” Finn replied. “If this really was an image from Mom’s future, the only way she could have seen it from another vantage point would have been by helicopter or something.”

“That seems unlikely.”

“I agree.”

Not ready to give up hope just yet, Finn passed her pack to her sister. “I think I’m going to go meditate.”

It took a moment for what Finn was saying to fully register with her sister. “Oh. Right,” Zadie answered finally. They looked out at the pockmarked landscape, at the crumbling black holes where lava had once pooled and bubbled and spat. Some holes you could see the bottom of; others were so deep, you couldn’t. “Do you want me to come with you?”

“No, I’ll be fine.”

“But what if you meditate yourself … down there?” she said anxiously, pointing to a particularly perilous-looking drop-off where the volcanic rock had turned to scree.

Oblivious to the wordplay taking place, Joel laughed. “That makes no sense. How would she meditate herself off a cliff?”

“Wait here.” Finn left her sister and continued down the trail alone until she arrived at an outcrop that looked like a giant sundial. She sat on the smoothest slab she could find, folded her fingers around the painted rock in her hand, and closed her eyes. If her mother had been here, she would know soon.