Back The Wilderwomen
Chapters (37)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. BEFORE
  4. AFTER
  5. ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
  6. TWO TIME FOR CAKE
  7. THREE TWELVE MONTHS
  8. FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  9. FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
  10. SIX SIX MONTHS
  11. SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
  12. EIGHT SIX MONTHS
  13. NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
  14. TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
  15. ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
  16. TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
  17. THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  18. FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
  19. FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
  20. SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
  21. SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
  22. EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
  23. NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
  24. TWENTY THREE DAYS
  25. TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
  26. TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
  27. TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
  29. TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
  30. TWENTY-SIX NEST
  31. TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. EPILOGUE
  33. TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
  34. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  35. Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
  36. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  37. Newsletter Sign-up

Her phone buzzed on her nightstand. It was a text from Kathy in all caps: CALL ME. Oops, Finn thought. She’d meant to call the night before, but she’d been distracted. Inhabiting your missing mother’s body will do that to you. As quietly as she could, Finn slipped from beneath the covers and out the front door, gently pulling it closed behind her.

Finn padded barefoot down the concrete walkway until she reached the entrance to the pool. The water glittered with help from the fledgling sun, the deck empty save for an abandoned towel draped over one of the chair backs. Finn sat on the edge of the pool by the walk-in stairs and plunged her feet into the shallows.

She dialed Kathy, but after several rings it went to voice mail—her foster mom had a bad habit of leaving her phone on silent. “Heeeyyy, it’s me,” Finn began. “Sorry, I didn’t call last night. Zadie and I went karaokeing and it was loud so…” She searched for something else she could tell Kathy without giving away her location. “I’m at the pool right now. I swam over a mile yesterday. Zadie just spent the whole time reading. That’s kind of her thing.

“Anyway … uh, we were thinking about extending the trip by a few more days, so I wanted to see if that would be cool with you. Just give me a call back and let me know. Say hi to Steve and Milly for me. Love you. Bye!”

Finn hung up the phone and looked down at her feet. Beneath the water, her toes danced like tiny fish nibbling on the concrete. For a brief, disorienting moment, she couldn’t remember who the toes belonged to.

“Finn,” she said finally. That was her name. The toes belonged to her.

She swiped at the water, scattering her feet into a hundred identical ripples.

Zadie didn’t hear Finn come in, but she did hear the gentle patter of the shower running. At first she thought it was rain; then she remembered where she was. It wouldn’t be long before they left the desert. Another day’s car ride and they would be in volcano country, the Pacific Northwest. It rained there, Zadie had heard. A lot.