Back The Wilderwomen
Chapters (37)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. BEFORE
  4. AFTER
  5. ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
  6. TWO TIME FOR CAKE
  7. THREE TWELVE MONTHS
  8. FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  9. FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
  10. SIX SIX MONTHS
  11. SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
  12. EIGHT SIX MONTHS
  13. NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
  14. TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
  15. ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
  16. TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
  17. THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
  18. FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
  19. FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
  20. SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
  21. SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
  22. EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
  23. NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
  24. TWENTY THREE DAYS
  25. TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
  26. TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
  27. TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
  29. TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
  30. TWENTY-SIX NEST
  31. TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. EPILOGUE
  33. TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
  34. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  35. Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
  36. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  37. Newsletter Sign-up

“It’s just … you know, it’s summer and folks will be wearing shorts, and I don’t want their legs to get all scratched up. What about folding chairs?”

“Folding chairs?”

Incredulous. Finn had learned the meaning of that word while studying for the SATs. She said it softly to herself as she watched the woman hurriedly scrawl something in her notebook. Kathy seemed oblivious to the woman’s frustration, which was evident to Finn from half a football field’s distance away.

This wasn’t the first party Kathy had hosted. She threw one for just about every major holiday. Finn could feel the memories of those days all around her: apple bobbing on Halloween, grilling on July Fourth, more apple bobbing on her birthday just because she liked apple bobbing. To be clear, none of these memories were hers. She wasn’t the one who ate a bad egg salad sandwich and got sick in the pool. That memory and many others had been left behind by Kathy’s friends, like a guest book of sorts that only Finn could read.

It started when Finn was eight years old. She was in her room, braiding a bracelet in front of the TV, when her field of vision began to shrink and the cartoon she’d been watching sounded muffled and distant. Terrified, Finn frantically grabbed for something to steady herself, but found that she had lost all sensation in her hands. As her own senses melted away, a new sound filled the void. Two voices. One male, one female. From their tone, they seemed to be arguing. About what, Finn wasn’t sure, but somehow, she was able to discern that the conversation she was hearing had happened in the past, well before her or Zadie or her mom ever stepped foot inside the house.

Moments later, her senses returned to normal, but Finn was left in a state of shock. She spent the next hour sitting on her favorite beanbag chair, afraid to move in case the feeling came back. It was Zadie who finally found her. “Finn? What are you doing?”

“Something weird happened.”

“Weird? How?”

She attempted to explain what she’d heard, keeping her voice low and her body still. “You know, um, when someone shouts in a cave? And you hear it a bunch of times?”

“An echo.”

“An echo, yeah,” she said, her voice tight. “It was like that.”

“What was like that?”

“The memory I had. It didn’t happen to me, but I remembered it.”

“Are you saying you can read other people’s minds?”

“No.”

“No?”

“I don’t think the memory is in their head anymore.”

“Where is it then?”

“Just … around.”

Zadie squinted, trying to understand. “So someone left their memory behind and you found it?”

“I guess.”

“Huh.”

“Yeah.”