Chapters (37)
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- BEFORE
- AFTER
- ONE THOUGHTS ON SUN HATS
- TWO TIME FOR CAKE
- THREE TWELVE MONTHS
- FOUR PSYCHIC KARAOKE
- FIVE A SECOND SLEEPING BAG
- SIX SIX MONTHS
- SEVEN THE EARLY BIRD GETS THE PANCAKE
- EIGHT SIX MONTHS
- NINE FOLLOW THE MUSIC
- TEN THE STARS ARE BRIGHTER IN THE DESERT
- ELEVEN SIX MONTHS
- TWELVE EVERY STAR HAS A SONG
- THIRTEEN PSYCHIC KARAOKE
- FOURTEEN ONE MONTH
- FIFTEEN A WELL-TRAVELED HAT
- SIXTEEN JOEL VS. THE VOLCANO
- SEVENTEEN TWO WEEKS
- EIGHTEEN HOUSE OF MEMORIES
- NINETEEN IF TREES COULD TALK
- TWENTY THREE DAYS
- TWENTY-ONE SEARCH PARTY
- TWENTY-TWO NOT THE SAME ZADIE
- TWENTY-THREE WAVES OF SMOKE
- TWENTY-FOUR THE DAY OF
- TWENTY-FIVE THE SKY IS FULL OF BIRDS
- TWENTY-SIX NEST
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- EPILOGUE
- TWENTY-EIGHT A SONG ABOUT A BIRD
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- Also by Ruth Emmie Lang
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- Newsletter Sign-up
“It’s just … you know, it’s summer and folks will be wearing shorts, and I don’t want their legs to get all scratched up. What about folding chairs?”
“Folding chairs?”
Incredulous. Finn had learned the meaning of that word while studying for the SATs. She said it softly to herself as she watched the woman hurriedly scrawl something in her notebook. Kathy seemed oblivious to the woman’s frustration, which was evident to Finn from half a football field’s distance away.
This wasn’t the first party Kathy had hosted. She threw one for just about every major holiday. Finn could feel the memories of those days all around her: apple bobbing on Halloween, grilling on July Fourth, more apple bobbing on her birthday just because she liked apple bobbing. To be clear, none of these memories were hers. She wasn’t the one who ate a bad egg salad sandwich and got sick in the pool. That memory and many others had been left behind by Kathy’s friends, like a guest book of sorts that only Finn could read.
It started when Finn was eight years old. She was in her room, braiding a bracelet in front of the TV, when her field of vision began to shrink and the cartoon she’d been watching sounded muffled and distant. Terrified, Finn frantically grabbed for something to steady herself, but found that she had lost all sensation in her hands. As her own senses melted away, a new sound filled the void. Two voices. One male, one female. From their tone, they seemed to be arguing. About what, Finn wasn’t sure, but somehow, she was able to discern that the conversation she was hearing had happened in the past, well before her or Zadie or her mom ever stepped foot inside the house.
Moments later, her senses returned to normal, but Finn was left in a state of shock. She spent the next hour sitting on her favorite beanbag chair, afraid to move in case the feeling came back. It was Zadie who finally found her. “Finn? What are you doing?”
“Something weird happened.”
“Weird? How?”
She attempted to explain what she’d heard, keeping her voice low and her body still. “You know, um, when someone shouts in a cave? And you hear it a bunch of times?”
“An echo.”
“An echo, yeah,” she said, her voice tight. “It was like that.”
“What was like that?”
“The memory I had. It didn’t happen to me, but I remembered it.”
“Are you saying you can read other people’s minds?”
“No.”
“No?”
“I don’t think the memory is in their head anymore.”
“Where is it then?”
“Just … around.”
Zadie squinted, trying to understand. “So someone left their memory behind and you found it?”
“I guess.”
“Huh.”
“Yeah.”