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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Spring 2019
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Summer 2019
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Autumn 2019
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. Chapter 27
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Winter 2020
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Spring 2020
  64. Chapter 56
  65. Chapter 57
  66. Chapter 58
  67. Chapter 59
  68. Chapter 60
  69. Chapter 61
  70. Chapter 62
  71. Chapter 63
  72. Chapter 64
  73. Chapter 65
  74. Chapter 66
  75. Chapter 67
  76. Chapter 68
  77. Chapter 69
  78. Chapter 70
  79. Acknowledgments
  80. Reading Group Guide
  81. Copyright

But that could take months. And then, once we’d proven that Maggie was Brian’s daughter, there would be another court hearing to determine visitation. By the time we had access to our child (yes, I thought of her as ours now), she could be two years old.

I was going to circumvent the whole process. One night last week, as my husband snored after half a bottle of red wine, I had swabbed his cheek. Low had provided Maggie’s sample, and I had mailed them off immediately. The kit said four to six weeks—an eternity—but when the results came back, I would take them to Freya. And we would work everything out.

I couldn’t forget how Freya had admired Low’s family’s dynamics, their honesty and openness. It might have been scandalous in more conservative communities, but two couples co-parenting would not be a big deal in Hawking. Once Freya was presented with irrefutable proof of Maggie’s paternity, she would let us into the child’s life. Maggie could have two homes, two moms who dropped her at school, two dads who alternated soccer and dance practice.

I won’t pretend that I didn’t envision a premier role in our daughter’s life. Brian and I had always wanted to be parents, we were born to raise children. Freya and Max simply weren’t cut out for it. They wouldn’t remember Maggie’s pediatrician and dentist appointments, wouldn’t limit her screen time, or ensure she got enough vitamin D. When she got older, they’d forget to pack her school lunch, ignore her homework assignments, skip parent-teacher interviews. Maggie needed us, too.

It was quiet that afternoon, a Tuesday. I was preparing an ad for the Hawking Exchange—the island’s version of Craigslist—to replace Low. Without help, I would struggle with the tourist-season rush. It would be months before the store got busy, but I knew from experience that it would not be easy to find another shop assistant. There were not a lot of teens like Low Morrison, content with a slower-paced job that was really 80 percent dusting. My thoughts drifted to the odd, taciturn teen who had spent nine months in my employ. I missed her, in a way. Maybe I didn’t miss her. Maybe I was just grateful that she had swabbed Maggie’s cheek for me, had slipped away to deliver the sample, had fed me information about Freya’s lackluster parenting. Low was on my side in this battle. I didn’t know why, but I thanked her for it.