Back The Surrogate
Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Part One
  5. One
  6. Two
  7. Three
  8. Four
  9. Five
  10. Six
  11. Seven
  12. Eight
  13. Nine
  14. Ten
  15. Eleven
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-One
  26. Twenty-Two
  27. Twenty-Three
  28. Twenty-Four
  29. Twenty-Five
  30. Twenty-Six
  31. Twenty-Seven
  32. Twenty-Eight
  33. Twenty-Nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-One
  36. Thirty-Two
  37. Thirty-Three
  38. Part Two
  39. Thirty-Four
  40. Thirty-Five
  41. Thirty-Six
  42. Thirty-Seven
  43. Thirty-Eight
  44. Thirty-Nine
  45. Forty
  46. Forty-One
  47. Forty-Two
  48. Forty-Three
  49. Forty-Four
  50. Forty-Five
  51. Forty-Six
  52. Forty-Seven
  53. Forty-Eight
  54. Forty-Nine
  55. Fifty
  56. Fifty-One
  57. Part Three
  58. Fifty-Two
  59. Fifty-Three
  60. Fifty-Four
  61. Fifty-Five
  62. Fifty-Six
  63. Acknowledgments
  64. About the Author
  65. About the Publisher

Once he’d invited me over for Hungarian goulash, his famous dish. I rang the bell and was waiting on the front stoop. The door opened, and there was Hal, tall and handsome, smiling and warm and wearing a chef’s apron. “Come in,” he’d said, pulling me toward him and kissing me in the threshold. The warmth of his mouth and the heat from his body against mine contrasted against the cold of the outdoors and created a thrill that seeped in from three sides.

“Dad, something’s buzzing,” called a voice from the kitchen.

Hal let go, and I almost fell back onto the front stoop. “Sorry. That’s Caleb,” he said. “Okay!” he yelled to the kitchen.

“Go ahead,” I said, tossing my coat over the banister and fixing my hair and lips in the hallway mirror.

In the kitchen, Hal had turned off the oven timer and was washing his hands. Caleb was leaning against the kitchen counter with a sandwich in his hands.

“Hi, Caleb,” I said.

Caleb took a bite and waved hello with a limp hand, his mouth full.

“Is Jake here?” I asked, because it was an easy topic for me and Caleb to connect on.

“Yeah, he’s downstairs,” said Caleb, chewing.

“Oh, that’s right,” I said, remembering: Jake had fallen in a snowboarding competition, injuring his shoulder and suffering a mild concussion.

“He’s banished to the basement,” said Hal in a fake-evil voice as he pulled open a drawer for a spoon.

“How much longer does he have to be in darkness like that?”

“The doctor said a few more days,” said Hal, tasting some of his goulash and then rinsing the spoon. Caleb ambled to the fridge and filled a glass with milk.

“I hope you’re more careful, Caleb,” I said to his back, an attempt at teasing.

“That’s why I play Final Fantasy VII on PlayStation,” Caleb deadpanned. He chugged the milk, set the glass on the counter, and scuttled to the sofa in the great room, plopping into place in front of a giant-screen television. His video game was waiting, characters hovering in animated suspense, and he donned his headphones and picked up the controller.

“Sorry about that,” said Hal, opening a bottle of cabernet.

“No, I get it,” I said. “Scary about Jake, though.”

“Thank God he was wearing his helmet.” Hal poured me a glass.

“Must be hard for him to stay in the basement.” I took a long sip. I felt a twinge of guilt for being happy he was out of our hair. But the poor kid had taken a pretty bad fall. “He’s down there full-time, huh?”

“Yeah, but Audrey set up a nice bedroom for him, with dim lights, and he listens to music.” Hal smiled, and we both sipped.