Back The Surrogate
Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Part One
  5. One
  6. Two
  7. Three
  8. Four
  9. Five
  10. Six
  11. Seven
  12. Eight
  13. Nine
  14. Ten
  15. Eleven
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-One
  26. Twenty-Two
  27. Twenty-Three
  28. Twenty-Four
  29. Twenty-Five
  30. Twenty-Six
  31. Twenty-Seven
  32. Twenty-Eight
  33. Twenty-Nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-One
  36. Thirty-Two
  37. Thirty-Three
  38. Part Two
  39. Thirty-Four
  40. Thirty-Five
  41. Thirty-Six
  42. Thirty-Seven
  43. Thirty-Eight
  44. Thirty-Nine
  45. Forty
  46. Forty-One
  47. Forty-Two
  48. Forty-Three
  49. Forty-Four
  50. Forty-Five
  51. Forty-Six
  52. Forty-Seven
  53. Forty-Eight
  54. Forty-Nine
  55. Fifty
  56. Fifty-One
  57. Part Three
  58. Fifty-Two
  59. Fifty-Three
  60. Fifty-Four
  61. Fifty-Five
  62. Fifty-Six
  63. Acknowledgments
  64. About the Author
  65. About the Publisher

“Okay, wake me up when he gets here,” I said, and Digger walked out the door. I pulled the musty quilt up over my shoulders and melted into the mattress, closed my eyes, and ignored the creaky springs beneath me. My heavy head sank into the pillow, my mouth fell open, and I caught myself snore. I rolled over and fell into a deep and blissful sleep. I was gone.

When I woke up, I didn’t recognize the wall or the quilt or the dirty window with cracked glass and spiderwebs in the corners. The glow of the oil lamp made angled shadows on the log walls. I must have overslept; where was I? I must have been out for a while but had no idea how long. I sat up and looked around, remembering, oh, yes, I was in the cabin. There was the rocking chair, my clothes on the floor, and what about Digger? Digger must have gone for a smoke but forgotten to wake me. Did the guy come to jump the truck? He must have been here and gone. If only I could see what time it was. I squinted at the dirty window. Dark outside, but in winter it could still be early evening. I guessed it was about five or six o’clock. So if the baby was asleep, then it had been a long nap and was time for a feeding. I looked for the baby carrier. We’d left it beside the bed, but where was it? Where was it? Not there. And the baby! Where was she?

I jumped out of bed, and my legs buckled. Dizzy, I grasped the bed frame to get my head straight. I looked in the crate. No! I stumbled to the front door, blinking. The truck was gone. No sign of Digger. The car seat was nowhere in sight.

The baby was gone.

I opened the front door. A gas can in the snowbank beside the spot where the truck had been. I pulled on my boots and ran outside to the outhouse and the shed. I ran a few steps down the hill, but everything was dark and empty. Bluish white surrounded by black evergreen trees. Shadows of tire tracks led back to the highway, but no sign of the truck or Digger or the tow truck or anyone.

“Digger!” I called down the driveway and into the woods.