Chapters (81)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- — Part One —
- — Chapter 1 —
- — Chapter 2 —
- — Chapter 3 —
- — Chapter 4 —
- — Chapter 5 —
- — Chapter 6 —
- — Chapter 7 —
- — Chapter 8 —
- — Chapter 9 —
- — Chapter 10 —
- — Chapter 11 —
- — Chapter 12 —
- — Chapter 13 —
- — Chapter 14 —
- — Chapter 15 —
- — Chapter 16 —
- — Chapter 17 —
- — Chapter 18 —
- — Chapter 19 —
- — Chapter 20 —
- — Chapter 21 —
- — Chapter 22 —
- — Chapter 23 —
- — Chapter 24 —
- — Chapter 25 —
- — Chapter 26 —
- — Chapter 27 —
- — Chapter 28 —
- — Chapter 29 —
- — Chapter 30 —
- — Chapter 31 —
- — Part Two —
- — Chapter 32 —
- — Chapter 33 —
- — Chapter 34 —
- — Chapter 35 —
- — Chapter 36 —
- — Chapter 37 —
- — Chapter 38 —
- — Chapter 39 —
- — Chapter 40 —
- — Chapter 41 —
- — Chapter 42 —
- — Chapter 43 —
- — Chapter 44 —
- — Chapter 45 —
- — Chapter 46 —
- — Chapter 47 —
- — Chapter 48 —
- — Chapter 49 —
- — Chapter 50 —
- — Chapter 51 —
- — Chapter 52 —
- — Chapter 53 —
- — Chapter 54 —
- — Chapter 55 —
- — Chapter 56 —
- — Chapter 57 —
- — Chapter 58 —
- — Chapter 59 —
- — Part Three —
- — Chapter 60 —
- — Chapter 61 —
- — Chapter 62 —
- — Chapter 63 —
- — Chapter 64 —
- — Chapter 65 —
- — Chapter 66 —
- — Chapter 67 —
- — Chapter 68 —
- — Chapter 69 —
- — Chapter 70 —
- — Chapter 71 —
- — Chapter 72 —
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
After I settle up with the park ranger for last night, I’m left with a hundred and fifty-eight dollars. If I know anything about money, it’s that it runs out fast. To save gas, I walk to town from the campground. It takes a long time on sore feet, but I don’t have anything else to do and I can’t exactly go blowing money on sightseeing.
The houses on the way are old. Some of them have porches that sag, peeling paint, loose shingles, bedsheets or flags for curtains. But some are freshly painted with fancy wood trim that looks like bicycle spokes.
There’s a dog on the porch of a house with a Grateful Dead flag in the front window. He isn’t leashed. He looks like a pit bull and I start walking faster. I think about crossing the street, but I don’t want him to chase me. I walk an even pace, pretending I’m calm. He barely raises his head to watch me.
The center of town is called Ithaca Commons and it’s blocked off so it’s just for people, not cars. The stores are painted bright colors like a village out of a movie. Like it might not be real.
I’m not sure what I’m looking for. Something cheap to eat, maybe a place to get warm for a while so I can plan my next move. There’s a brick building that has DAIRY painted on the outside even though it’s a bakery. I buy a donut and a cup of coffee from a lady with long white braids and take a seat at a wobbly table by the window.
The people who walk by just look different. They’re wearing a lot of clothes. Layers and layers. Thick hand-knit hats with flaps that cover their ears, or they have hair like they just got out of bed. Corduroy pants cut up the seam and turned into bellbottoms with bright patchwork pieces. There’s a man in a long skirt walking around like he’s nothing out of the ordinary. I’ve never seen anything like it. Freaking dirty hippies, I think, smiling as I try to picture Gary walking around The Commons wearing a flowing skirt and his Harley jacket.
I eat my donut slow, breaking off teeny tiny pieces, chewing them down to mush before I swallow. After I drink half my coffee, I go back to the cream and sugar table and load the cup with cream so it’ll last longer. I eat every last crumb of donut and wait for the final drop of coffee to roll down the seam of the paper cup into my mouth.
“Want a warm up to go?” the lady with the braids asks as I stand up and collect myself. “On the house.” She holds the coffeepot above the counter.