Back The People We Keep
Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. — Part One —
  6. — Chapter 1 —
  7. — Chapter 2 —
  8. — Chapter 3 —
  9. — Chapter 4 —
  10. — Chapter 5 —
  11. — Chapter 6 —
  12. — Chapter 7 —
  13. — Chapter 8 —
  14. — Chapter 9 —
  15. — Chapter 10 —
  16. — Chapter 11 —
  17. — Chapter 12 —
  18. — Chapter 13 —
  19. — Chapter 14 —
  20. — Chapter 15 —
  21. — Chapter 16 —
  22. — Chapter 17 —
  23. — Chapter 18 —
  24. — Chapter 19 —
  25. — Chapter 20 —
  26. — Chapter 21 —
  27. — Chapter 22 —
  28. — Chapter 23 —
  29. — Chapter 24 —
  30. — Chapter 25 —
  31. — Chapter 26 —
  32. — Chapter 27 —
  33. — Chapter 28 —
  34. — Chapter 29 —
  35. — Chapter 30 —
  36. — Chapter 31 —
  37. — Part Two —
  38. — Chapter 32 —
  39. — Chapter 33 —
  40. — Chapter 34 —
  41. — Chapter 35 —
  42. — Chapter 36 —
  43. — Chapter 37 —
  44. — Chapter 38 —
  45. — Chapter 39 —
  46. — Chapter 40 —
  47. — Chapter 41 —
  48. — Chapter 42 —
  49. — Chapter 43 —
  50. — Chapter 44 —
  51. — Chapter 45 —
  52. — Chapter 46 —
  53. — Chapter 47 —
  54. — Chapter 48 —
  55. — Chapter 49 —
  56. — Chapter 50 —
  57. — Chapter 51 —
  58. — Chapter 52 —
  59. — Chapter 53 —
  60. — Chapter 54 —
  61. — Chapter 55 —
  62. — Chapter 56 —
  63. — Chapter 57 —
  64. — Chapter 58 —
  65. — Chapter 59 —
  66. — Part Three —
  67. — Chapter 60 —
  68. — Chapter 61 —
  69. — Chapter 62 —
  70. — Chapter 63 —
  71. — Chapter 64 —
  72. — Chapter 65 —
  73. — Chapter 66 —
  74. — Chapter 67 —
  75. — Chapter 68 —
  76. — Chapter 69 —
  77. — Chapter 70 —
  78. — Chapter 71 —
  79. — Chapter 72 —
  80. Acknowledgments
  81. About the Author

Robert has some Percocet left over from a back injury last year, so we give that to Ethan and I get him more ice for his nose and hold his hand. When he falls asleep, we go down to the kitchen and pull together something for him to eat. Scrambled eggs, yogurt, and canned peaches, because it will be easy on his jaw. We wake him up. He looks at us and chews when we tell him to, but he’s not really there. I’m sure it’s easier not to be.

“I wish you’d met Rodney,” Robert says while we’re cleaning up the breakfast dishes. He’s wiping the juice tumblers with a bright blue sponge that squeaks against the glass. “Ethan and Rodney were like the romance you always dreamed you could have, you know?” He stacks the glasses gently in the drying rack. “They were so happy. It made everyone around them feel better to know there was love like that in the world.” When he scrubs the frying pan, dried yellow flakes of egg fall into the sink like leaves.

“Why did they break up?” I ask, swigging the rest of my coffee, handing my mug to Robert to wash.

He puts the mug down and it clanks against the porcelain sink. “I don’t know why I thought you’d know about that.”

“I just got here. I’m basically a stranger.”

“This,” Robert says, waving his hand toward the living room, where the blood on the rug will never come out all the way, “this makes us not strangers.”

He picks up the mug and wipes it down with the soapy sponge. I’m convinced he’s not going to tell me what happened, and then he says, “Rodney died in a car accident about four years ago.”

I think about how Ethan’s eyes look older than the rest of him, and the weary way he carries himself to bed at the end of the day.

“They were going to adopt a kid,” Robert says. His eyes are red. He doesn’t try to hide it. “This little girl from Mexico. She was beautiful. They got pictures in the mail. They were planning their trip to pick her up. And then, Rodney was on his way home from work. A tractor-trailer…”

I cover my mouth with my palm. Robert rests the mug in the sink and wipes his eyes with the back of his hand.