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Chapters (105)
  1. Praise
  2. Title Page
  3. Contents
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. Saturday
  7. Chapter 1
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Ten months earlier
  21. Sunday
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. Chapter 17
  26. Chapter 18
  27. Chapter 19
  28. Chapter 20
  29. Chapter 21
  30. Chapter 22
  31. Chapter 23
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Nine months earlier
  34. Monday
  35. Chapter 25
  36. Chapter 26
  37. Chapter 27
  38. Chapter 28
  39. Chapter 29
  40. Chapter 30
  41. Chapter 31
  42. Chapter 32
  43. Chapter 33
  44. Chapter 34
  45. Chapter 35
  46. Chapter 36
  47. Six months earlier
  48. Tuesday
  49. Chapter 37
  50. Chapter 38
  51. Chapter 39
  52. Chapter 40
  53. Chapter 41
  54. Chapter 42
  55. Chapter 43
  56. Chapter 44
  57. Chapter 45
  58. Chapter 46
  59. Chapter 47
  60. Four months earlier
  61. Wednesday
  62. Chapter 48
  63. Chapter 49
  64. Chapter 50
  65. Chapter 51
  66. Chapter 52
  67. Chapter 53
  68. Chapter 54
  69. Chapter 55
  70. Chapter 56
  71. Chapter 57
  72. Chapter 58
  73. Chapter 59
  74. Chapter 60
  75. One month earlier
  76. Thursday
  77. Chapter 61
  78. Chapter 62
  79. Chapter 63
  80. Chapter 64
  81. Chapter 65
  82. Chapter 66
  83. Chapter 67
  84. Chapter 68
  85. Chapter 69
  86. Chapter 70
  87. Chapter 71
  88. Chapter 72
  89. Chapter 73
  90. Chapter 74
  91. Chapter 75
  92. Chapter 76
  93. Chapter 77
  94. Chapter 78
  95. Chapter 79
  96. Chapter 80
  97. One Month Later
  98. Chapter 81
  99. Chapter 82
  100. Chapter 83
  101. Acknowledgements
  102. About the Author
  103. Also by T.M. Logan
  104. A message from TM Logan
  105. Copyright

‘What? I’m just going to meet up with Jake and Ethan.’

‘That’s nice.’ I forced a smile. ‘Hey, has Lucy said anything to you?’

‘About what?’

‘Alex. From school.’

‘She doesn’t talk to me, Mummy. Not about girls,’ stuff.’ He looked at his watch. ‘Or do you mean big Alex from Year 12?’

‘I don’t know. Who’s she?’

‘He. The one who had that thing.’

‘What thing?’

‘Ages ago.’

I frowned. Conversations about school sometimes went like this, when I hadn’t been paying close enough attention to the comings and goings of friendship groups, gossip, the falling-out and making up that seemed to happen on a weekly or daily basis.

‘Is Lucy friends with him?’

Daniel shrugged.

‘Dunno.’

‘He had a thing, do you mean a party?’

One of the older boys – I wasn’t sure which – shouted his name from downstairs. Daniel’s head snapped around: he was being summoned.

‘Got to go. Bye!’ He scampered off.

We followed him downstairs and out onto the balcony. It was still blisteringly hot, the air thick with humidity. Sean took my hand as we walked through the garden and I didn’t pull away.

‘Where are we going?’ he asked.

‘I’ll show you.’

‘Very mysterious.’

We walked through the vineyard, the soft chirp of birds high overhead. The conversation was going to be beyond awkward considering how long we had all known each other, but it would be a lot easier than what was to come after. The children’s well-being had to take priority – we were parents first, partners second – and a part of me hoped, selfishly, that concern for his children might bring him to his senses. Bring him back to me.

‘I need to tell you something,’ I said, ‘away from everyone else.’

‘OK,’ he said. ‘From mysterious to ominous inside a minute. This can’t be good.’

‘Something . . . something happened earlier and you need to be aware of it.’

I described what I had seen Alistair doing by the pool, looking at the pictures on Lucy’s Instagram feed, glossing over the details of where I’d been standing when I saw it. Sean’s frown deepened as I related the images of our daughter on the screen of Alistair’s phone. He didn’t speak at all until we reached the trees and the clearing by the gorge.

‘That’s pretty weird,’ he said finally. ‘Did you confront him about it?’

‘I was going to, but by the time I’d got down to the pool he’d disappeared and I couldn’t find him.’

‘Right. I’ll have a word with him.’

I knew this was how he would react. It was another of the reasons I had brought him down here, away from the villa.

‘Don’t,’ I said. ‘Not yet.’

‘Are you kidding?’