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Chapters (105)
  1. Praise
  2. Title Page
  3. Contents
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. Saturday
  7. Chapter 1
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Ten months earlier
  21. Sunday
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. Chapter 17
  26. Chapter 18
  27. Chapter 19
  28. Chapter 20
  29. Chapter 21
  30. Chapter 22
  31. Chapter 23
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Nine months earlier
  34. Monday
  35. Chapter 25
  36. Chapter 26
  37. Chapter 27
  38. Chapter 28
  39. Chapter 29
  40. Chapter 30
  41. Chapter 31
  42. Chapter 32
  43. Chapter 33
  44. Chapter 34
  45. Chapter 35
  46. Chapter 36
  47. Six months earlier
  48. Tuesday
  49. Chapter 37
  50. Chapter 38
  51. Chapter 39
  52. Chapter 40
  53. Chapter 41
  54. Chapter 42
  55. Chapter 43
  56. Chapter 44
  57. Chapter 45
  58. Chapter 46
  59. Chapter 47
  60. Four months earlier
  61. Wednesday
  62. Chapter 48
  63. Chapter 49
  64. Chapter 50
  65. Chapter 51
  66. Chapter 52
  67. Chapter 53
  68. Chapter 54
  69. Chapter 55
  70. Chapter 56
  71. Chapter 57
  72. Chapter 58
  73. Chapter 59
  74. Chapter 60
  75. One month earlier
  76. Thursday
  77. Chapter 61
  78. Chapter 62
  79. Chapter 63
  80. Chapter 64
  81. Chapter 65
  82. Chapter 66
  83. Chapter 67
  84. Chapter 68
  85. Chapter 69
  86. Chapter 70
  87. Chapter 71
  88. Chapter 72
  89. Chapter 73
  90. Chapter 74
  91. Chapter 75
  92. Chapter 76
  93. Chapter 77
  94. Chapter 78
  95. Chapter 79
  96. Chapter 80
  97. One Month Later
  98. Chapter 81
  99. Chapter 82
  100. Chapter 83
  101. Acknowledgements
  102. About the Author
  103. Also by T.M. Logan
  104. A message from TM Logan
  105. Copyright

It wasn’t an exaggeration: he would often walk down the street, or watch a group of people in a bus queue, or even at the park, and every single one of them would have a mobile in their hand. Ten years ago, hoiking around a big Nikon with a telephoto lens always attracted attention. Everyone knew what you were doing, straightaway. Or even if they didn’t know, they would make assumptions. People were automatically on their guard; not everyone liked having a lens pointed at them.

But nowadays? No one thought anything of it if you had your phone out – because everyone did. Everyone was doing it, all the time, so no one thought it out of the ordinary.

And that meant you could take pictures of literally anything.

Anything at all.

He put the phone down and sat back on his lounger. Lucy was still ploughing up and down the pool, doing length after length of backstroke. The last time he had seen her in a swimming costume had been at a summer party they’d thrown for Jake’s tenth birthday. She had been a skinny, long-limbed, flat-chested eleven-year-old, running around the garden and jumping through the bright arc of water from a lawn sprinkler. At the age when they were all still totally, wonderfully, blissfully unselfconscious, unaware of the adult world and happy just to play without worrying about who was looking.

But now she looked . . . well, like a different creature entirely, as if she belonged to a different species. The beautiful people were like that. Lucy looked like a woman, and a full-grown woman at that. She was only sixteen but she had curves in all the right places, a tiny waist, legs that went on forever, a chest the bikini top was only just managing to contain. Untouched by cellulite, by age, by wrinkles and lines and all the other stuff that ruined women in the end.

She looked like a character from one of Jake’s graphic novels, DC or Marvel. A young goddess.

But she was a deep one, too. He had observed that much already.

Lucy climbed out of the pool, rivulets of water running off her lemon-yellow bikini. She lifted her face to the sun and smoothed her long hair down her back with both hands. He was pleased to see that in this company – among friends she had known all her short life – she could still be unselfconscious, unguarded. It was good to see. He knew that on her Instagram account she could pout and pose along with the rest of her friends, filtering the image and getting the angle just right to show herself off in the best light. But when she thought no one was watching, she could still be natural. That was a healthy sign from a mental health perspective; there was a lot that troubled him about the deliberate fakery of most social media content.