Chapters (105)
- Praise
- Title Page
- Contents
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Saturday
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Ten months earlier
- Sunday
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Nine months earlier
- Monday
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Six months earlier
- Tuesday
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Four months earlier
- Wednesday
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- One month earlier
- Thursday
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- One Month Later
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by T.M. Logan
- A message from TM Logan
- Copyright
Russ didn’t believe in letting his daughter win at games. Rowan let her win. Rowan’s parents let her win. The bloody nanny always let her win, at everything. But it wasn’t good for her, not at five years old: it took away her competitive edge, her drive to succeed. There was no real pleasure in being handed success on a plate; on the other hand, nothing tasted better than a hard-fought victory that you fully deserved.
The downside of that, of course, was that she always wanted to carry on playing every game until she did win.
‘Play again?’ she said.
Stretched out full-length on the tiled floor of the games room, Russ sat up with a groan as his joints protested. He crossed his long legs underneath him.
‘Do you want Hippos again, or shall we look for something else?’
‘Hippos! Want Mummy to play as well.’ She looked around the room. ‘Where is Mummy, anyway?’
He looked at his watch. Where was Rowan? They were supposed to be doing things together on this holiday, the three of them. But she was missing in action, again, even though she’d promised to put her phone up in the bedroom and leave it switched off for a couple of hours. His suspicions had hardened since he’d confided in Kate the other night and it was even tougher to keep track of his wife here than it was at home. Something was definitely going on with her. She’d been increasingly secretive and elusive these past few weeks, and yes, the business deal with the Americans was massive, with a life-changing amount of money involved, but there was more than that. There was something else, he was sure of it.
‘Good question, Odette. I don’t know where she’s got to.’ He leaned forward. ‘Hey, I’ve got an idea: how about we play some hide-and-seek?’
Odette’s little face lit up. ‘Yay! Let me hide! Let me hide!’
‘Not yet, poppet.’
‘But I want to go first!’
‘You can be next. Let’s say Mummy’s gone first and we have to find her. But we have to be super-quiet so we can sneak up on her without her knowing.’
Odette jumped up and down. ‘Yes!’ she shouted. ‘Super-quiet!’
Russ put a finger to his smiling lips.
‘Shhh,’ Odette agreed.
‘Do you want a piggy?’
‘Yes,’ she whispered, holding her arms up.
He turned and knelt down, lifting her up to give her a piggy-back. She put her little arms over his shoulders and kissed the back of his neck. Russ felt a little rush of love, of pride, of paternal joy, and couldn’t stop the grin spreading across his face. Odette was so small, so light, she weighed almost nothing clamped onto his broad back.
‘I’m as tall as you now, Daddy,’ she whispered.
‘You are, poppet. Tall as a tree.’