Chapters (105)
- Praise
- Title Page
- Contents
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Saturday
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Ten months earlier
- Sunday
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Nine months earlier
- Monday
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Six months earlier
- Tuesday
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Four months earlier
- Wednesday
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- One month earlier
- Thursday
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- One Month Later
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by T.M. Logan
- A message from TM Logan
- Copyright
‘Stay where you are!’ Jennifer barked. Her eyes were wild, with a strange intensity that gave a cold, hard edge to my fear. She looked mad. As if something inside her had been stretched and stretched over and over again until finally, decisively, it had snapped.
I stopped.
‘Jennifer, please, please don’t hurt him, I’m begging you.’ My voice seemed thin and distant. ‘It’s OK, Daniel. It’s going to be all right.’
Jennifer glared at me.
‘He told you, didn’t he? Sean told you everything.’
‘Yes.’
‘So I need to make you see. Make you understand.’
‘Please just come away from the edge a little bit.’
She shook her head.
‘Remember when we first came out here, Kate? When Jake was here, on this spot, right where I’m standing now?’
‘Yes, I remember.’
‘Do you remember what I said to him?’
I searched my memory. It seemed like a hundred years ago.
‘I don’t know . . . we just wanted him to be safe, for all the children to be safe.’
‘I told him something important: whatever you do, don’t look down. Because if you look down, you fall.’
‘Yes,’ I said breathlessly, ‘I remember now.’
‘Well, my son is looking down now, Kate. My boy is looking right into the abyss, just like yours. And you’re the only one who can save him. How does that feel? To have the power of life and death over someone’s child?’
‘We can both save him, Jen. I know your boys mean everything to you. Just like Daniel does to me.’
‘Your son. My son. They’re the same, aren’t they? The same to each of us, anyway. They mean the same, to us. So I had to find something to make you understand.’ She gestured towards my terror-stricken son with her free hand. ‘To persuade you to keep our secret. You’d do the same for your kids, wouldn’t you?’
‘Believe me, Jennifer, I understand what you—’
‘This is what you’ll do to my Jake if you tell the police, your colleagues.’ She shook the handful of Daniel’s T-shirt that was clutched in her white-knuckled fist, and he wobbled on the edge, arms windmilling crazily to keep his balance. His glasses fell off, spinning end over end into the gorge. ‘This is what it means. You’ll ruin him. He won’t be able to cope with it. You’ll kill him, just as surely as if you’d done it yourself.’
Bile flooded my throat again and I almost gagged. The rain, pounding and incessant, hid my tears.
‘Please, Jennifer!’