Chapters (105)
- Praise
- Title Page
- Contents
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Saturday
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Ten months earlier
- Sunday
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Nine months earlier
- Monday
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Six months earlier
- Tuesday
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Four months earlier
- Wednesday
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- One month earlier
- Thursday
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- One Month Later
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by T.M. Logan
- A message from TM Logan
- Copyright
The video loaded. No titles, no intro, the film jerky like mobile phone footage. The angle was looking up towards Lucy, as if it had been filmed from someone’s lap, but she was close and clearly identifiable on the left-hand side of the screen. A wooden-panelled wall behind her – presumably the inside of Russ’s garden office – and a bottle of his favourite cognac open on a low table in front of her. Our daughter was slumped on a sofa, one strap of her low-cut top loose on her shoulder, angry spots of colour in her cheeks.
‘Alex fucking Bayley is a piece of shit.’ There are tears on her face and she is slurring a little, but her words are clear enough. ‘But he just gets away with it, without any punishment, because he’s this big rugby boy that all the girls supposedly fancy. I wish someone would make him feel the way I feel, just once. Just for a day, or an hour. Make him feel used and dirty and worthless, like he wished he was dead. I wish he’d . . .’ She waves a hand in the air. Her voice is wobbling. ‘I wish he’d fall under a bus. Fall off a cliff. Just fucking . . .’
She picks up her glass of cognac and drinks deep before slamming it back down on the table.
‘I wish . . . I wish he’d just fucking die!’
She puts her head in her hands and there is silence for a few seconds, a hiss of static on the video. The silence is broken by Jake’s voice, loud and close to the camera.
‘I’ll do it for you.’
She snorts, half a laugh, looks up.
‘What?’
‘Sort him out, if you want. I’ll do it.’ His tone is studiedly casual, full of broken-voiced teenage bravado. ‘Sounds like he’s fucking got it coming anyway.’
She frowns as if she can’t tell whether he’s joking.
‘Seriously?’
‘Ethan’s seen him out cycling on his training route. I know where he goes. You want him to have an accident?’
She leans forward, blinking fast, tongue flicking over her top lip. Takes another drink of cognac, sits back, runs a hand through her blonde hair. Crosses one long leg over the other.
‘Yeah.’ Her voice is detached, determined. A cold, hard tone that I’ve never heard before. ‘Yeah, I do.’
The screen went black as the video ended.
I sat for a moment, trying to process what I had seen and what it meant, trying to grasp the full scale of what our daughter had set in motion. Conspiracy to commit murder. Our daughter, our smart, talented, beautiful daughter. If this video ever got out, she could be implicated in a death. Prosecuted. Her bright future would come crashing down in flames.
‘Hold on, this video is already out there somewhere on the internet? How many people have seen it?’