Chapters (105)
- Praise
- Title Page
- Contents
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Saturday
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Ten months earlier
- Sunday
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Nine months earlier
- Monday
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Six months earlier
- Tuesday
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Four months earlier
- Wednesday
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- One month earlier
- Thursday
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- One Month Later
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by T.M. Logan
- A message from TM Logan
- Copyright
Cogs were turning in my brain. My daughter’s tears. A conversation on the beach. A tribute page on Facebook. Ethan sprawled in the grass, staring up at the night sky. Jake so drunk he couldn’t stand. Izzy bringing him back from the gorge.
Every time we stopped for him to be sick, he wanted to have a chat, she had said.
About what?
All kinds of stuff.
All kinds of stuff.
‘I was wondering,’ I said, ‘what Jake told Izzy last night. When he was drunk?’
‘I have no idea.’
‘Really? No idea at all?’
It was almost imperceptible. Almost invisible, but not quite: a slight twitch of the muscle under her eye.
‘You saw how bad he was,’ she said. ‘Absolutely blasted, he was almost incoherent most of the time.’
‘He was “looking for oblivion”, according to his brother. Why would he be doing that?’
‘They’re teenage boys. They’re testing boundaries, looking for new experiences.’
I changed tack.
‘Do the boys know someone called Alex Bayley?’
I thought I caught a flash of something crossing her face, just for a split second. Then it was gone. My judgement had been so wide of the mark this week that I almost dismissed it.
‘No,’ she said. ‘I mean, I don’t think so. Did he go to their school?’
Something about that didn’t quite ring true either, but I let it go for now.
‘How about the fire?’ I continued. ‘Why today? How did it start?’
She held her hands up in exasperation. ‘We’ve been through that already. What is this, twenty questions?’
‘Because one fire could conceivably have been an accident. But it looked to me like the fire had been started in two different places, and I started out thinking that Jake and Ethan had—’
Jennifer stood up, eyes brimming with tears.
‘Enough! How long have we been friends? I can’t believe all of you think it’s OK to attack my children like this. Again. It’s just so hurtful and horrible, I can’t believe what I’m hearing. We’re all devastated and heartbroken about what happened to Izzy, me just as much as you.’
I raised my hands in a calming gesture.
‘Let me finish, Jen. I was thinking that two boys meant two fires. But what if it wasn’t that – what if it meant something different?’
‘Like what?’ Russ asked.
‘Two fires to make sure it caught. To make sure it got going, make sure there was lots of smoke. To make sure it couldn’t be put out straightaway.’
‘What would be the point of that?’
‘To cause a distraction,’ I said. ‘A diversion.’
‘An actual smokescreen,’ he said.
‘Exactly.’ I turned to his wife. ‘Do you remember, Rowan, when we first saw the smoke and the three of us were running down through the vineyard? Me, you and Izzy?’
‘I remember being terrified.’