Chapters (105)
- Praise
- Title Page
- Contents
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Saturday
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Ten months earlier
- Sunday
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Nine months earlier
- Monday
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Six months earlier
- Tuesday
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Four months earlier
- Wednesday
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- One month earlier
- Thursday
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- One Month Later
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by T.M. Logan
- A message from TM Logan
- Copyright
Plates were filled and emptied in short order, food eaten quickly as if we all wanted this stilted meal together to be over. After ten minutes or so, as if sensing a need to fill the silence, Jennifer tapped a fork against her wine glass with a ting-ting-ting and cleared her throat. Her smile was fooling no one: she had always hated being the centre of attention.
‘Well, everyone, since we’re all here we’ve got a bit of an announcement, actually.’
All eyes turned to her.
‘What with one thing and another—’ here she looked pointedly at Sean ‘—we’ve decided to head back to England a little bit earlier than planned.’
There was a stunned silence around the table.
‘You’re leaving?’ All my thoughts of Izzy were momentarily forgotten. ‘When?’
‘That’s such a shame,’ Rowan said. ‘Aren’t you having a nice time, all of you?’
Jennifer ignored her question.
‘There’s an evening flight tonight. We just need to get packed and sorted out here and then we’ll be off.’
I put down my fork and pushed my plate away.
‘There’s no need to go early is there, Jen?’ I said. ‘We’ve only got a couple of nights left.’
Jake sat up straighter in his chair, tuning in to the adult conversation for the first time.
‘Hang on, what?’
‘We’ve changed our flights, Jakey. There’s one at ten tonight from Béziers.’
‘Why?’
‘Your dad and I thought it was for the best, Jake.’
‘Best for who?’
Jennifer’s blue eyes fell on Sean again.
‘Everyone.’
‘I don’t want to go home.’ Jake’s face was flushing red. I’d never seen him blush before. ‘I want to stay here, all of us together.’
‘Let’s talk after tea, shall we Jakey?’
Jake stood up.
‘This is bollocks.’
‘Language, Jake.’
He pushed his chair back and stormed off, throwing up a hand.
‘Whatever.’
Ethan stood up too, looking at Daniel.
‘You coming?’
‘I suppose,’ my son said, looking over at me. ‘Can I?’
‘We’re in the middle of tea, love.’
‘I’m finished.’
‘You’ve got a whole piece of pizza to eat.’
His cheeks started to redden too: I was embarrassing him in front of a bigger boy. His friend.
‘Please?’ he said. ‘It’s our last time to play together on holiday.’
‘What about the pizza?’
He bit off half the pizza slice and spoke with his mouth full. ‘Finished now.’
I sighed. ‘Go on then.’
He scampered off after Ethan, down towards the garden and the vineyard beyond.
Odette pushed her chair back and stood up.
‘I want to go too, Mummy.’
‘You can wait until Mummy and Daddy have finished.’
‘Not fair!’ She stamped her little foot. ‘All the other children have got down!’
‘No, they haven’t – look, Lucy is still here.’
‘She’s not a children.’
Odette ran off to catch up, shouting ‘Sardines!’ at the top of her lungs.