Chapters (105)
- Praise
- Title Page
- Contents
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Saturday
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Ten months earlier
- Sunday
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Nine months earlier
- Monday
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Six months earlier
- Tuesday
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Four months earlier
- Wednesday
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- One month earlier
- Thursday
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- One Month Later
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by T.M. Logan
- A message from TM Logan
- Copyright
Yawning and swinging my legs off the lounger, my phone clattered to the ground. I checked the screen for scratches, unlocked it and saw it was still open on Facebook, the tribute page Daniel had mentioned earlier. Dozens more heartbreaking comments had been added in the last hour. I closed the app and followed Ethan slowly up the steps to the balcony. Out of the shade it was still fiercely hot and almost unbearably humid – the air as thick as soup – but the wind was picking up at last. For the first time in days I saw clouds on the horizon, a thick, grey wall to the south, coming in off the sea. The forecast had been predicting a thunderstorm for the last few days. Maybe it was finally here.
I dropped my eyes to the garden and found myself looking at my husband, sitting on an ornate white stone bench at the far corner of the garden, partially hidden in the shade of an olive tree. Sitting next to him, so close their heads were almost touching, was Izzy.
They were both leaning forward with their heads down, talking fast, back and forth. I was too far away to hear what was being said but it was an animated conversation, Sean shaking his head repeatedly and Izzy nodding, emphatic, hands clasped together in front of her.
Look at them, thick as thieves. What are you two talking about? How you’re going to break the news? How you’re going to tell me?
There was a painful lump in my throat.
Or is it just a matter of when?
It looked as if Sean was disagreeing with her. Perhaps he wanted to wait until we were back home, but she didn’t want to wait any more? As I stared in fascinated horror, he looked up and spotted me. For a second our eyes locked and he stiffened, abruptly looking away as if he’d been seen somewhere he didn’t want to be. He jumped up from the bench and walked away from Izzy towards the stone staircase and the balcony where dinner had been laid out.
I went and took my place at the table next to Daniel.
Lucy appeared in a long-sleeved T-shirt, whey-faced, her hair unbrushed, and sat down without a word on the other side of me. She helped herself to a tall glass of lemonade from the jug in the middle of the table and then sat, sipping it, seemingly uninterested in any of the food. The big table was laid out with a huge array of cold meats, cheeses, fruit, pastries, freshly sliced baguettes and three pizzas as big as hubcaps, cheese still bubbling from the oven. Everyone – except Lucy – began to fill their plates in near-silence, punctuated only by Odette’s excited babble of post-beach chatter with Rowan.