Chapters (105)
- Praise
- Title Page
- Contents
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Saturday
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Ten months earlier
- Sunday
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Nine months earlier
- Monday
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Six months earlier
- Tuesday
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Four months earlier
- Wednesday
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- One month earlier
- Thursday
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- One Month Later
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by T.M. Logan
- A message from TM Logan
- Copyright
I headed back up the hill, where Jennifer, Izzy, Russ and Sean now made a semi-circle of concerned adults around the stricken Jake, lying on his side in the recovery position.
‘I don’t think Ethan’s as bad as . . .’ I indicated his older brother. ‘Nothing a good sleep and a couple of paracetamol won’t sort out.’
No one spoke. I was suddenly aware of a strange, charged atmosphere, a weird tension between the two women.
Jennifer nodded at me and gave a tight smile before returning her attention to Izzy.
‘It just seems to have taken an awfully long time for you to get back here, that’s all I’m saying.’
The note of accusation in her voice was unmistakeable.
Izzy put her hands on her hips, frowned.
‘A simple “thank you” would suffice, you know.’
‘Thank you,’ Jennifer said grudgingly. ‘But what were you doing all that time?’
‘What are you suggesting? What do you think we were doing?’ Izzy said. ‘We were walking back up from the gorge, the three of us. I tried calling to let you know but the phone signal kept dropping out.’
‘It’s not a half-hour walk, though.’
‘Have you seen the state of him? He’s absolutely plastered. And every time we stopped for him to be sick, he wanted to have a chat.’
Jennifer looked up sharply. ‘A chat? With you?’
‘Yes. With me.’
‘About what?’
‘All kinds of stuff. Drunken stream of consciousness, mostly.’
‘Lots of garbage, most likely.’
‘Some.’
‘Probably best ignored.’
Izzy gave her a strange look – something like pity, or concern, or disappointment – just for a second. And then it was gone.
‘Probably,’ she said.
Sean put his hand on Izzy’s arm. ‘The most important thing is, Izzy found them and we’ve got them back now, right? That’s the main thing. How about we get these boys inside now?’
Seeing Sean touch her so casually, so easily, I felt a sharp pang of jealousy. Did it even make sense that I was jealous, when this was my own husband? Did anything make sense any more? Maybe not jealousy then. Maybe anger. How quick you are to defend her, to be on her side, to touch her skin. Even in front of me. Even when I’m standing right here next to you both. How can you be so brazen about it, so obvious? How did you think I wouldn’t find out, sooner or later?
Alistair reappeared, with two pint glasses full of water.
‘Here we go,’ he said breezily, handing the glasses to Jennifer. ‘Now, who’s going to help me carry the patient indoors?’
Russ held a hand up, lighting another cigarette.
‘Not me, pal, I’ve only just got past shitty nappies. I don’t do puke-stained teenagers, not yet.’
Alistair turned to my husband, as if nothing untoward had happened between them this evening.
‘Sean? Could you lend a hand?’