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Chapters (105)
  1. Praise
  2. Title Page
  3. Contents
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. Saturday
  7. Chapter 1
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Ten months earlier
  21. Sunday
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. Chapter 17
  26. Chapter 18
  27. Chapter 19
  28. Chapter 20
  29. Chapter 21
  30. Chapter 22
  31. Chapter 23
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Nine months earlier
  34. Monday
  35. Chapter 25
  36. Chapter 26
  37. Chapter 27
  38. Chapter 28
  39. Chapter 29
  40. Chapter 30
  41. Chapter 31
  42. Chapter 32
  43. Chapter 33
  44. Chapter 34
  45. Chapter 35
  46. Chapter 36
  47. Six months earlier
  48. Tuesday
  49. Chapter 37
  50. Chapter 38
  51. Chapter 39
  52. Chapter 40
  53. Chapter 41
  54. Chapter 42
  55. Chapter 43
  56. Chapter 44
  57. Chapter 45
  58. Chapter 46
  59. Chapter 47
  60. Four months earlier
  61. Wednesday
  62. Chapter 48
  63. Chapter 49
  64. Chapter 50
  65. Chapter 51
  66. Chapter 52
  67. Chapter 53
  68. Chapter 54
  69. Chapter 55
  70. Chapter 56
  71. Chapter 57
  72. Chapter 58
  73. Chapter 59
  74. Chapter 60
  75. One month earlier
  76. Thursday
  77. Chapter 61
  78. Chapter 62
  79. Chapter 63
  80. Chapter 64
  81. Chapter 65
  82. Chapter 66
  83. Chapter 67
  84. Chapter 68
  85. Chapter 69
  86. Chapter 70
  87. Chapter 71
  88. Chapter 72
  89. Chapter 73
  90. Chapter 74
  91. Chapter 75
  92. Chapter 76
  93. Chapter 77
  94. Chapter 78
  95. Chapter 79
  96. Chapter 80
  97. One Month Later
  98. Chapter 81
  99. Chapter 82
  100. Chapter 83
  101. Acknowledgements
  102. About the Author
  103. Also by T.M. Logan
  104. A message from TM Logan
  105. Copyright

I headed back up the hill, where Jennifer, Izzy, Russ and Sean now made a semi-circle of concerned adults around the stricken Jake, lying on his side in the recovery position.

‘I don’t think Ethan’s as bad as . . .’ I indicated his older brother. ‘Nothing a good sleep and a couple of paracetamol won’t sort out.’

No one spoke. I was suddenly aware of a strange, charged atmosphere, a weird tension between the two women.

Jennifer nodded at me and gave a tight smile before returning her attention to Izzy.

‘It just seems to have taken an awfully long time for you to get back here, that’s all I’m saying.’

The note of accusation in her voice was unmistakeable.

Izzy put her hands on her hips, frowned.

‘A simple “thank you” would suffice, you know.’

‘Thank you,’ Jennifer said grudgingly. ‘But what were you doing all that time?’

‘What are you suggesting? What do you think we were doing?’ Izzy said. ‘We were walking back up from the gorge, the three of us. I tried calling to let you know but the phone signal kept dropping out.’

‘It’s not a half-hour walk, though.’

‘Have you seen the state of him? He’s absolutely plastered. And every time we stopped for him to be sick, he wanted to have a chat.’

Jennifer looked up sharply. ‘A chat? With you?’

‘Yes. With me.’

‘About what?’

‘All kinds of stuff. Drunken stream of consciousness, mostly.’

‘Lots of garbage, most likely.’

‘Some.’

‘Probably best ignored.’

Izzy gave her a strange look – something like pity, or concern, or disappointment – just for a second. And then it was gone.

‘Probably,’ she said.

Sean put his hand on Izzy’s arm. ‘The most important thing is, Izzy found them and we’ve got them back now, right? That’s the main thing. How about we get these boys inside now?’

Seeing Sean touch her so casually, so easily, I felt a sharp pang of jealousy. Did it even make sense that I was jealous, when this was my own husband? Did anything make sense any more? Maybe not jealousy then. Maybe anger. How quick you are to defend her, to be on her side, to touch her skin. Even in front of me. Even when I’m standing right here next to you both. How can you be so brazen about it, so obvious? How did you think I wouldn’t find out, sooner or later?

Alistair reappeared, with two pint glasses full of water.

‘Here we go,’ he said breezily, handing the glasses to Jennifer. ‘Now, who’s going to help me carry the patient indoors?’

Russ held a hand up, lighting another cigarette.

‘Not me, pal, I’ve only just got past shitty nappies. I don’t do puke-stained teenagers, not yet.’

Alistair turned to my husband, as if nothing untoward had happened between them this evening.

‘Sean? Could you lend a hand?’