Back The Empress
Chapters (68)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. 1853
  4. PART I
  5. ONE
  6. TWO
  7. THREE
  8. FOUR
  9. FIVE
  10. SIX
  11. SEVEN
  12. EIGHT
  13. NINE
  14. TEN
  15. ELEVEN
  16. TWELVE
  17. THIRTEEN
  18. FOURTEEN
  19. FIFTEEN
  20. SIXTEEN
  21. SEVENTEEN
  22. EIGHTEEN
  23. NINETEEN
  24. TWENTY
  25. TWENTY-ONE
  26. TWENTY-TWO
  27. TWENTY-THREE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR
  29. TWENTY-FIVE
  30. TWENTY-SIX
  31. TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. TWENTY-NINE
  34. THIRTY
  35. THIRTY-ONE
  36. THIRTY-TWO
  37. THIRTY-THREE
  38. THIRTY-FOUR
  39. THIRTY-FIVE
  40. THIRTY-SIX
  41. 1854
  42. PART II
  43. THIRTY-SEVEN
  44. THIRTY-EIGHT
  45. THIRTY-NINE
  46. FORTY
  47. FORTY-ONE
  48. FORTY-TWO
  49. FORTY-THREE
  50. FORTY-FOUR
  51. FORTY-FIVE
  52. FORTY-SIX
  53. FORTY-SEVEN
  54. FORTY-EIGHT
  55. FORTY-NINE
  56. FIFTY
  57. FIFTY-ONE
  58. FIFTY-TWO
  59. FIFTY-THREE
  60. FIFTY-FOUR
  61. FIFTY-FIVE
  62. FIFTY-SIX
  63. FIFTY-SEVEN
  64. FIFTY-EIGHT
  65. FIFTY-NINE
  66. SIXTY
  67. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  68. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

A shiver swept through Elisabeth like the tide kissing the shore. Champagne. Franz. It was like something from a dream, the kind of night that inspired poetry and art. And yet—it was also a danger. The kind of night she could be sent to the asylum for, the kind of night that could ruin Helene’s future.

“To your health,” the servant continued. “I bid you good night.” And then he backed out of the room, disappearing from sight.

The clock struck midnight, singing out in the distance.

Elisabeth held herself in a nervous hug, her thoughts spilling out before she could stop them. “So, you send for me in the middle of the night to drink Champagne with you?”

She was pleased to find her voice was steady, even as her heart crashed like a wave. He’d summoned her in the middle of the night. It meant something, though she wasn’t quite sure what.

“It’s my birthday,” he said, as if that explained it.

“I wish you a happy birthday, Your Majesty.”

“Did I wake you?” he asked, stepping closer, surrounding her with his usual scent of spring rain and cloves.

“No. I’m often awake at night.”

“That doesn’t surprise me.”

“And why not?”

“I can’t imagine you sleeping more than a few minutes a day. You’d miss out on too much. And the world would miss out on you.”

Some of the tightness in her body loosened. It was true that she drank life in like she was a desert and it was rain. If she could help it, she wouldn’t sleep. Wouldn’t miss a star winking into life. Wouldn’t miss a sunrise.

“I’m surprised you’re not asleep, though,” she said. “I imagine running an empire requires rest.”

There was something raw in his expression, and he paused—deciding something—then said, “I don’t sleep much either … because of the nightmares.”

“Nightmares?”

“About …” Franz left his sentence unfinished, but the hand he brought up to his neck, to the scar peeking out from his collar, made it clear what he meant.

“Do you want to tell me about it?”

“You’ll think I’m insane.”

“Well, then we’ll be quite the pair since I too am, apparently, insane.”

His shoulders relaxed. He motioned to the settee, and they sat, inches apart. And, as if he couldn’t bear to hold them back any longer, all the things he must have been suppressing for months—nightmares, terror—poured out. He spoke of sweat and screaming, darkness swallowing his vision, of a body detached from its mind. And Elisabeth’s heart wrapped itself protectively around him—this man who was so many things at once: a strong emperor, a secret poetry lover, a vulnerable heart.

“And now. Are you here with me now?” she asked.

“Very much so.”