Back The Empress
Chapters (68)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. 1853
  4. PART I
  5. ONE
  6. TWO
  7. THREE
  8. FOUR
  9. FIVE
  10. SIX
  11. SEVEN
  12. EIGHT
  13. NINE
  14. TEN
  15. ELEVEN
  16. TWELVE
  17. THIRTEEN
  18. FOURTEEN
  19. FIFTEEN
  20. SIXTEEN
  21. SEVENTEEN
  22. EIGHTEEN
  23. NINETEEN
  24. TWENTY
  25. TWENTY-ONE
  26. TWENTY-TWO
  27. TWENTY-THREE
  28. TWENTY-FOUR
  29. TWENTY-FIVE
  30. TWENTY-SIX
  31. TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. TWENTY-NINE
  34. THIRTY
  35. THIRTY-ONE
  36. THIRTY-TWO
  37. THIRTY-THREE
  38. THIRTY-FOUR
  39. THIRTY-FIVE
  40. THIRTY-SIX
  41. 1854
  42. PART II
  43. THIRTY-SEVEN
  44. THIRTY-EIGHT
  45. THIRTY-NINE
  46. FORTY
  47. FORTY-ONE
  48. FORTY-TWO
  49. FORTY-THREE
  50. FORTY-FOUR
  51. FORTY-FIVE
  52. FORTY-SIX
  53. FORTY-SEVEN
  54. FORTY-EIGHT
  55. FORTY-NINE
  56. FIFTY
  57. FIFTY-ONE
  58. FIFTY-TWO
  59. FIFTY-THREE
  60. FIFTY-FOUR
  61. FIFTY-FIVE
  62. FIFTY-SIX
  63. FIFTY-SEVEN
  64. FIFTY-EIGHT
  65. FIFTY-NINE
  66. SIXTY
  67. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  68. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

It was like he’d read her mind, seen the thing she had so desperately needed Franz to see, and cared about it. She wondered, for the first time: What if she had fallen in love with Maxi instead of Franz? This boy who’d somehow released a hundred people from the confines of court. Who loved travel, who spoke his mind. Helene would have been free to love Franz, and—

No. Her stomach turned over. She hadn’t fallen for Maxi. Even toying with the idea hurt her heart. Her love for Franz was a precious thing, a poem, a song, a sparrow. Not a what if.

“Is Franz here?” She still needed to see him, to tell him how much he’d hurt her, how uncertain she felt.

“Not that I know of. I invited him, but he’s always busy, our Franz.” Maxi glanced around. “Is that a reason to leave?”

“No.” Elisabeth wanted to see Franz, yes. But she also wanted to revel in the freedom of this place, the euphoria of it. The release.

“Good.” Maxi’s voice was soft. “In that case, may I introduce you to my good friend, Franz Liszt?” He motioned to the pianist. “Maestro, this is our future empress.”

The man reached across the piano and kissed her hand, slowly, informally. And that was a relief, too. It was like court was one world and this was its distorted mirror. You still kissed a hand, wore a gown, danced to piano music. But here the kisses lingered, the gowns deconstructed, the piano transported you to another world.

“A song for you, Your Highness.” The pianist inclined his head, long hair falling loose over the shoulder of his embroidered collar. Then, with elegant, practiced fingers, he started to play.

The song was playful and somehow sad. It was the sun coming out to comfort you when your mother said your smile wasn’t pretty enough, your waist unseemly. It was romance and heartbreak in a forest grove. It was a window into her soul. Elisabeth wondered if this was the magic of a true musician: that they could see inside a person so completely.

As she watched the composer’s hands slide effortlessly across keys, Maxi leaned close to her ear yet again. “Down here, the music follows you, not the other way around.”

Her heart was full of the idea and the words themselves. It was poetry. And it had come from Maxi, of all people. Who would have thought both brothers had so much poetry in them?

Elisabeth longed for a cigarette. It was scandalous for women to smoke, and she felt scandalous in this space. She wanted to revel in it.

As if he’d read her mind, Maxi held one out to her. “Some relaxation for the bride-to-be. Or, if you prefer, there’s hookah. I got that one from Constantinople.” He motioned to a hookah behind them. “It’s made of real gold.”