Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Dedication
- 1853
- PART I
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- 1854
- PART II
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- FIFTY-SEVEN
- FIFTY-EIGHT
- FIFTY-NINE
- SIXTY
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
She longed for Franz then. She hadn’t come here to talk about shoes or try on pretty dresses. They were pretty, and something in her wanted to be pretty in them—to see his face when she walked into the room in the crushed velvet or the blue silk. But that desire was swallowed by the stronger need to hide away in curtains with him and feel his lips soft on her skin, his breath warm on her neck. The stronger need to be alone so she could say out loud what she’d only put in letters: I love you. He was the point, not the gowns.
Something tapped lightly against her leg, and she opened her eyes. The other ladies were all examining shoes and dresses, distracted. Elisabeth raised an eyebrow, lifted the silk skirt, and found—
Luzi.
She smiled—bright, real—feeling lightness tug at the anxiety that had started to descend on her during the tour. It was just the kind of game Spatz would enjoy too: hiding from the grownups under a cascade of silk, pretending fairy magic had made her invisible.
Elisabeth winked at Luzi and then dropped the silk before he was discovered. Another confidence between them. And a relief. Because it was a reminder: Franz wasn’t the only one in the palace she was fond of. Luzi would be here always, reminding her of Spatz whenever she missed her. And Maxi was a sort of friend—even if he was also a rogue.
Her soul settled a little.
Elisabeth looked for something else to focus on, her attention landing on a spot of sunshine sparkling off the dresser. Jewelry, she realized. In a glass case, sparking like flame in the sun. It was a necklace hung with orange-yellow gemstones—old, elegant, regal.
“Do you like it?” Sophie emerged from the group, joining Sisi at the jewelry case. “It’s been in our family for hundreds of years.”
“It sparkles as if it were alive,” Elisabeth answered.
Sophie took the necklace out of its case and placed it gently against Elisabeth’s skin, fastening the clasp at the back of her neck.
There was something tender in the gesture, motherly. Elisabeth wondered if Sophie, with so many boys, hadn’t had many moments like these, if Sophie felt the warmth of it as acutely as she did. Elisabeth’s own mother had spent whatever small amount of tenderness she had on Helene. Elisabeth hadn’t gotten a single drop. And the gentle way Sophie placed the necklace on her skin made her want to cry.